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October 31, 2007

Haiqal made me watch this video at youtube.-Indian Thriller With English Subtitle , yesterday.
i knew he was practically enjoying every single part of itt laa.He loves the "i met a nippley man , he stole my motorboat" something like that.-.- i can tell he is extremely bored at that moment.

Boyfriend is off to Doctor?yeah.i don`t know what is wrong , but i`ll ask later.
what i notice is that he always get sick nowadays.knowing he got tons of problems , i understand. and i dont wish to add more burden to him.

so i guess , even without him by my side , i still have to move on with life carrying this heavy heart around.

i hope tomorrow will be an enjoyable day cause i`ll be shopping with bestfriend!!And i`ve told her i want to eat ice-cream(: that is a must ok!

and now.
Bestfriend , you acted as if you are happy when deep down i think you are not.i am just glad you could overcome all this with strong will.and i , will always be there for you love.

♥loved
12:19 PM

October 29, 2007

yesterday madrasah exam went fine(: because we copied for the second paper obviously.
we did not attend madrasah for like a month already.so dont expect us to studdyy laa.

and for today , there is physics followed by maths remedial.
physics was horrible!there is like so many formulas to learn.
Ms Tan said its gonna be similar to maths.which is so true! nightmare-.-"

after recess was maths.nabilah and atiqah starts to get so sleepy.
and we did like so many silly things.cant blame us la but these maths thingy was so funny.
like the "quartile" term.according to nabilah , its so hard to pronounce.and she`ve tried so very hard to pronounce it-.- and laughing at me for pronouncing itt.sometimes , something is really wrong with her(:
another word was "ogive".its a name of some graph.i dunnoe la what.just tell me , what is with the name sia.haha.maths can be shitty alot of times XD

i noticed this black bird vikram-ji kept giving us , as in nabilah and me , who sits together , a wide-eyed stare.
moments passed , nabilah noticed the same thing and she told me about it.haha.
it was damn irritating can.
macam nak cocok keluarkan ajer bijik mata die.

head straight home after lessons with nabbs.they`ve asked us if we want to go bowling or not but i just dont feel like itt.have fun yah people.

by hook or by crook,nabilah u gots to teman me go buy the cute dress i saw.loved(:


i felt so offended by you , how i wish you knew.i`m like of no position in your life.you`ve been surrounded by dozens of people who loved you.This makes your story go around the school.when you`re in sadness,people fight for a place to cool you down.and because of that , i have to step down.not wanting to interfere in your problems. but whenever i met you , my heart softens. in my eyes , you are so dear.i cant bear to weaken our friendship bond.i love you.just dont fool around with my status as a "somebody" in your life





this picture is printed and it`ll forever stays with me.♥

♥loved
1:18 PM

October 26, 2007

heyhey. i passed final year exam and am being promoted to sec 4 Express(:
unbelievable!but true la seei.haha.

results were better than mid year`s results.L1R4 improved.
i`ll try harder the other year round yeaahh.

mummeyh , was looking forward to my results.
eventhough i failed four subjects,she still said ".failed four,but next year do better okae dear"
she , like i am , was happy that i get promoted.

i remembered how i fair for PSLE.aggregate of 205.better then abg who had 198 five years ago.
mum did not expect me to score higher cause abg is smarter.and she hugged me with tears of joy.

and today , here she smiled to me warmly again.
understanding my weakness , and ability.
that is one of a million reason why i loove her(:

♥loved
11:37 AM

pictures taken on 23102007


iqah.syaff

kak kyna`s place


my place

gays

haqeem`s place


mrt

bus

nabilah`s place

♥loved
10:48 AM

October 25, 2007

happenings for the past two days.including todayy

tuesday.

there is CCA Day in school.first time yuanching is celebrating this day.it was totally creepy seeing souls moving around in big groups with the same attire on early morning.seriously. school ends around 11.50am.express mates meet under rynn`s block at around two.hari raya la(: so much commotions,foods to eat,pictures taken everywhere we went to.and qeem,i love your baby sister.cute cute cute!!reach home at close to 11pm.

wednesday.

attendance was poor.i think about only 25/41 students came.same thing,a group of us played heart attack,cheat and murderer using cards.and we went for early recess.since there is like no teacher around and everyone seemed to be loitering around the school.the sec twos sat at parade square until 11am and they head off to their campsite at Jalan Bahtera i think.hope they had fun like how we did last year(:

went home and had to return back to school to attend np course at two.until five.we were taught of how the police force works and stuffs like that.goody bags were given.

today.

nothing to do in school.miss miss miss boyfriend.
and sleeep all dayy.

♥loved
5:01 PM

October 22, 2007

one of my weakness is heights.yes i am afraid of heights
my palms will get sweaty whenever i watch some action movies,the one when they have to like jump from one tall building to another for e.g.

but today the adventure is all about heights-_-

the adventure at bukit timah was certainly thrilling!

rock climbing,balancing on a rope,flying fox-all of great heights.

i did three stations , despite the fact that im afraid of heights.

the first one was the balancing on a rope.we had to climb first to reach at the rope level.and i breakdown as soon as i reach on top of the pole , even before i started to balance on the rope.pathetic.my palms are already sweating la deii!
then i heard Yi Enn, Kumaran and Nabilah`s voice.the way kumar encourage me did not really work.he was like saying "ehk haikal coming la!"-_- that is way impossible la.

followed by rock climbing and..i dunnoe what it is called.abceiling maybe?blearghs~ i just like the trainee.he is so positive and he said to us.-"if you die,i`ll die together with you.thats my promise." haha.romantic ehk nabilah.
aniways he guide me.very well.just ask nabilah how he consoled me to actually overcome the fear.

in the bus,syafiqa turn on the bollywood song while i turn on hari raya song.
and kumar stared when we sang the song.we multi-racial la syg-_-

i love my dayy(:


and i went to malacca yesterday.so thats it.

ooh 3E3 is loved.


♥loved
7:27 PM

October 20, 2007

im like having stomach cramps now.urgh.
no wonder yesterday i was like having moodswings.

aniways.dad said haikal is handsome.haha.tgk ah boyfriend siaper kans.

yesterday was spent with boyfriend and his friends.pathetic. there is like no girls.
at first i was kinda furious.im like the extra one you see.
anywaes he convinced me that everything will go well and it did.
and we wore pink.yes.its my colour.haha.

but to non-soccer fans out there,u wouldn`t want to spend time especially raya with them because they talk about soccer whole day long.-_-
ah betol betol XD

i met his mum.im like blank.especially when she called my name.haha
reach home around 10pm.

and worse,i was having a bad hair day!!

okla.tomorrow off to malacca for a day.someone is ill.

i need to stop.the cramps is killing me!

i saw this pic from boyfriend`s blog.fugly me


♥loved
3:56 PM

October 17, 2007

silly.

i slept at 8 pm yesterday.like whaaaaaat right??so early.

so the "malay eating etiquette and traditional food" was held for secondary 3E and 2N malay students after school just now.
last year we experience the same thing.eating traditional food like siput!yuuums.

anyways.in class during lesson time,we played heart attack using cards and also murderer.haha.
that was fun!

i`m smiling all day.
cause basically,i passed english.which is what i really was hoping for.

with waniie and syaff`s jokes,it makes my day(:
i lovee the friends.

annd we have tasted the worst chocolate bubble tea ever.yucks.
horrible.terrible.

for the past few days,hari raya was spent with family members.and aqilah(:

i missed him tremendously.happy six months bii



♥loved
7:37 PM

October 12, 2007

Yuan Ching Secondary is the first place i think of right after im awake.blearghs~ its just that this thing of retaining keeps playing in my mind as i`ve not been performing well academically)":

and so i knew we`ll get some of our results back today. so i dragged my way to school,thinking how will i fair.especially for english. it will determine whether we will be promoted to sec four or not. failing english means failing everything.

and soo many people were absent.tssk.

the first paper we gt early in the morning was yea.english!haha. ms vanitha gave out english paper II,which is the compre and summary.im weak in compre. but thanks to summary,i just passed. thank you umairah for being such a great help for me in english.

second was physics.out of 20,only 4 girls passed.
boys did pretty well.and i?not so bad marks,for me la.but still fail.

thirdly,maths!arrgh. i didnt even study for maths.cos no matter how i memorise the formula,i will still fail. so im not surprised if i failed maths badlyy.
our maths teacher ,Mr Chew Chong Kiat give us great advice and encouragement before giving out the paper. thats one thing i like about him.
i was thinking,he still have the urge to say,"its not the end of your journey yet",when its already final year. and he continued,"you`ve went through half of your journey to "O" level".
and after that i finally get his point.
we`re preparing for O now, if we gt promoted.


the d&t student get their paper after maths.their marks was so admirable

amirul-86.faez - 66.kumar -60.shuzhen - 70.
sadly,im taking art.so there is no paper to check through. art marks are based on the lantern maybe?my fugly lantern-_-"

recess next.played heart attack wif syaff,wanie,yi enn and kelvin in class. yi enn was like so funneyh until syaff cnt stop laughing.funny guy.

after recess the chinese ppl get their paper and we have to sit and listen cos there is like no mt.

geography up next.i just passed again.i`ve not finished qn three la.i dont have enough time. but i know.social studies will pull my passing marks down.so im failing combined humanities.

wahh long post.onlie about results.

dont mind cos im like bored now.

tomorrow raye la seii.yeay!

marks
physics-41/100
english paper two-25.5/50
geography-25/50

i know.very baddd.

♥loved
1:56 PM

October 11, 2007

must we like really go to school tomorrow??
its holiday yesterday and today.and its hari raya on saturdae laa please.

sometimes school can be laameshit.

ii spend these days baking cookies.bake bake bake!
the smell,make me sick la.hahaah.im famished.

ouh yahh.yesterdae i saw luthfi under my block.what is he doing down there alone at night??
God knows.

and Bedah`s blog stated that she met saddam and he ask about me.okla very sweet-_-"
no i mean usually after people broke up,they wont bother about the other party right right?

tonight surely going terawih.its the last terawih.
and im glad i`ve missed terawih only on certain days.

so.here are my fugly cookies(:

♥loved
6:12 PM

October 9, 2007

we had our final paper just now.so next is holiday,i guess.no mood to celebrate hari raya.like wth right?

aniways,the first paper we took was physical education.we have to do mostly multiple choice questions.
about napfa,netball,hockey and aerobic stuffs??haha.lameshit.

and we have to wait from like 0830 to 1150h until our physics/chem paper starts.its a draggggggggggg!
syaff,wanie,nabbs and me occupied a table at study corner and we`re like talking about alot of things.yeaah.just to kill time.

and we head to superbowl.
i missed those sec two moments when all our friends bowl and play pool together
that time it was the exam period.and we had like so much fun,almost conquering half of the place.well.too bad now everyone seemed to be drifting apart.

i had no plans for holiday.but i`m thinking of going out with.syaff.wanie.nabbs.bedah.acap.and mooooore.
because with bedah around,there`ll be like so much- fun,laughter,peace and joy(:



the couple which looks like twins.


♥loved
5:15 PM

October 8, 2007

yesterdae i skipped madrasah.
cos i wake up like damn late.haha.i missed nurul fadilah binte hashim.
i felt like a walking zombie right after i woke up.

and now fadilah chats with me.she`s so sweet.
she saed that she felt like a loner without me.awww.i should have gone yesterday.

exam will end tomorrow la seii!
tomorrow is P.E paper and physics paper 2.
P.E paper.i know.it sounds so wrong.they will ask questions like,"name the five stations u have to undergo during napfa".haha.anithing la eh.

but there will be question about hockey MR FOO saed.hockey was fun la i tell you.been playing that for the past 3-4 p.e lessons.

just now had POA and maths paper TWO.no doubt i`ll fail.again and again,this whole year i`ve not been getting good grades.

i wish by then i could have someone to turn to.friendships are drifting apart,boyfriend is troubled.
what can i sae?mum and dad is the best.this terrible feelings surrounds me all round the clock.

those tears drain down whenever im missing you.and i keep asking myself if i was given a chance,would i want to meet you?
cause if i do,then its`s gonna be hard for me to bid you farewell,thinking that we`ll never meet in a months time.



♥loved
4:12 PM



Those two posts i`ve deleted.lameshit la.

talk about saturday aiyh.it was jolly fun.i was enjoying every second of it(:
family plus two of my uncle`s family from dad`s side went to sakura international to break-fast.
we`ve booked earlier for thirteen people.
amazingly,all four of the bois-cousins plus bro wore white shirt.
and the three dads wore red shirt.im like.."whaa?pikir style eh?"thats what you called the spirit of singaporean. -_- ok lameshit.

we`ve tried all kind of food.every minute,one or two of them would take food.variety of foods.but my stomach is small la.hahaXD
i ate onlie laksa,coco oreocheesecakes plus some sushis.
cousin took all kind of raw meat and eat.at times i feel like vomitting.gross.
we eat,but never forget prayers.standard ah the mums and dads.mums will nag if we never pray.haha.so the parents went first.the mosque is just like 1oom awae from the restaurant.

we sat and THEY eat till 0845h.then head off to geylang.
aqilah was like,"arh there`s so many cute guys!".like cousin like cousin la.but she`s more interested then i am cause she`s still single whereas,hello..iiqah owns a boyfriend mind you.haha.

mum bought me orange colour..i dunno if its baju kurong or kebaye.anithing la eh.but the orange is nice la.
and shoes too.i simply cnt miss out on anything when shopping.

we went home at arnd 12 plus.i cant stand it.so sleepy.imagine its alreadi 12 plus and ur cousin still talks about cute guys around..not much attention was given to her.cos at that point of time,im missing something.or rather someone.my boyfriend!yeah.i missed him):
two bad he seemed to be blended with like so many problems.or maybe i`ll just shut up,.




♥loved
3:31 PM