As some of you know , i skipped madrasah again today.hahaXD

Followed mum and dad to cemetery early in the morning , i missed nyai):


Life?There is always ups and downs.
I dont exactly know what im doing with my life right now.
I know im not coping well with it , im only confusing myself.
Whatever i do affects the people around me , you see.

If i were to lose you , i'll have no one close to my heart.

Now , im listening to kak nana's rants about her love.
But i myself dont know about the seriousness of love , i suck at it badly.

I had an awesome fridaay.
For english period , we watch Jane Goodall's "wild chimpanzees".Satu2 muke mcm haikalXD
It shows about the chimpanzees's life.
How they spend their everyday-hunting for food , play and stuff.
They are just so adorable , especially the smaller ones.awsh~

Then during malay lesson , cikgu showed us documentary about ghosts.How some psychic find out about who murdered a family and all that.Very cool.

After school , played "table soccer"?With Ami , Bedah , Kumar and Haaziq.That was very fun!
Then walked home with haaziq and bedah till we decided to stop and look around at the new estate besides my housing area.We sat at the playground , talking about almost everything.
When it started to drizzle , headed straight home.

I am supposed to meet up with bedah to watch the boys playing soccer today.
But i rot at home instead , thinking that i wouldnt benefit anything if i go cause im not interested in soccer.Sorry bedaah.
Heard that haziq fractured his leg , whichever part.hahah.take care seh kaau.

Again , another cold day.There was no P.E since its drizzling.So teachers brought us to AVT to watch video about youth olympic that will be held in two years time.Also , a video made in China about summer olympic i think.The video shows China actor/actress-es singing i dunnoe what since there was no subtitle.
Ami and Kumar told Jasila that William Hung will appear at the end of the video.
Trust her to believe ,excitedly tell shawn about it and waited anxiously for "william hung":D *giggles* I laughed till i drop.

We get our NDP t-shirt alreadyy.YEAY!National Day:D
Class photo was out a week ago too.Verry nice!

Ouh yah , "director" in my korean show was being super sweet today to express his love indirectly despite being an "iceman". *drools*

Thank you for being a great friend:D

It was cold in school.Basically everyone was shivering.
Watch movie during malay lesson , did some painting during art and did some maths during maths -.-" , Im telling the obvious.

Im feeling good today , cause i love the weather.Fact is im shivering , even with people's sweater on.

You know something , i dont really have anyone to express everything out.It hurts when you lose someone you're close to for years.
Suddenly , poof! & everything's gone.
If I were as bad as you , i'll blurt everything out and make them know your true colours too.
But i've decided to keep my mouth shut , cause i dont want you to suffer such agony like i did.
You're not even feeling guilty , you're just so amazing.
This will be my last post about you.
Mum said i should just forgive and forget.
Forgiving is not easy , but i'll forget about the whole thing soon.
My tears are too precious , its not worth shedding them for you.


Ooh syaf ,
Get well soon and please come to school .Dont absent yourself and leave me alone in class.
Especially during Mr Leung's lesson.hahahaXD

I've got like tons of homeworks:D

Byebye.