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September 30, 2008

Only 28 out of 40 classmates attend school , 3 out of 10 malayy studentXD
So Syaff , Faez and I entertained each other.
We were allowed to go home at 10.50am , thanks to cikgu zubaidah!:D

I'll update more tomorrow okay?Very tired laah.

LOVE.

September 29, 2008

Pictures were taken in the school's library.Since its our free period , thought of taking out books to study lahh but end up camwhoring and talking all the way-.-

Lessons was a bore.Chemistry , physics , maths-i absorb nothing!
During art lesson , we followed Mr Goh to send our artpieces at SJAB(?).Eventhough the building is
old , the place is air-conditioned and cool.Like they always say ,"dont judge a book by its cover" whatever lah ,, im crapping alreadyXD

During maths lesson , wanie draw a wedding dress for me.That soon-to-be-designer.Look!:D

And i skipped physics remedial todaay.
We had plans for Hari Raya already thanks to yasser and ami:DD

September 22, 2008

September 21, 2008

My blog wont get dusty , i'll update okay?:D
For the past few days , it had been rather hectic.Getting back results and my science marks was like shitt as usual.Received National Youth Achievement Award with 19 of my other npcc mates yeaaaaaah:D

On Friday , break fast with my express clan then off to look for Haaziq's birthday present.I bought him a black converse sleeveless shirt , thanks to ami for helping to choose.After the search , we head to
jurong greens to meet up with friends.Then to street soccer court behind my house to join muss&co.Reach home by 10.


Haaziq , hope you like our birthday song and my present okay?
HAPPY 17TH Yaww:D

OK BYE!

im only left with 26 days.

September 17, 2008

Get back my combined humans paper.i suck lah , but i dont take the results to heart cause at the first place , i didnt even study.hoho!

During P.E , we played urh.......captain ball with netball rules?XD
For the last game , we won against 4e4 lah seeh:D
Thaqif was like using his looooooong hand to block our ball lah.mcm sotong!
We played under the scorching sun which results in us getting so thirsty.Recess was up next , so we have to like climb up the staircase , dragging our way there.mcm climb mountain.

After school , make my way to Frontier library with Faez , Yass , Nabb , Ami and Tyra.We're trying to kill time till buke you see.
Otw there ,pathetically they came out with all kind of drinks , listing down every single drinks they could think off-.-"
Today's clique of friends really gets me high , in a way:D
Then i get jiwang , reading those malay novels again.Nabilah said mcm org putus cinta.haha.
Well , i told her about my memories with bf at that same library.She already know about it la but she's willing to listen , knowing how mentally disturbed i am at that point of time.thank you<3

Farah , i want that 6pm korean song tawww!

September 16, 2008

September 15, 2008

Every morning I wake up, hoping to receive a text message from you the night before.
Everyday I come online, waiting for you to, checking emails and Friendster to see what's new about you. Visiting your blog once in a while to see how's your life turning out to be like.
Every night, I'd fall asleep waiting for you to send me a good night message, like you always did before.

But no. All I'm left with is false hope. Where are you when I need you most? And right now I really do.
Every cell, atom, molecule in me is going to explode if you keep treating me this way. I've missed you. Very, very much. That, I cant deny.
But do you? Do you even know still I exist on Earth? Do you know how I've been patiently waiting?

And one fine day, you finally come online. Excited, I clicked on your name, chat with you. But no, it doesn't seem like you even bother to reply.

Why is this happening to us?

What have I done resulting in you avoiding me this way? Do you think I enjoy this hostility? Do you know how much you've hurt me? I don't think so. Because you are out there having fun.

How'd you feel if I lie to you? If I keep things from you? If I never forgive you and keep a distance between us. Think. It's how I feel now.

I don't know whether I'm being all paranoid and caught up or do you just seem to have more time to spend with your friends than with me, Your Girlfriend. A simple thing like toping up your prepaid so
that we could still be in touch despite our busy schedule seems like an awfully heavy task for you.

This really shows how you're taking this relationship..

You know, I still have the butterflies when I go out with you, when you hold my hand. I get all excited and I'll squeal when I receive a text message from you.

But no, I don't think that's ever going to happened now will it?

I admit that i hate it when new girls keep entering your life.Fact is , im afraid you wont turn back to me after knowing how great they can be.Like how you turn to me , getting to know me only through friendster ,getting close only by chatting and end up together.
All because of i am "that-msn-girl who-always-cheer-you-up-when-you're-being-ditched-by-your-gf"
Now if you think i've ditched you and you've found that new girl , then how are we going to make it through?

Freedom?I've never controlled your life.I've never controlled anyone's life before.
If im controlling you , i'll pester you to meet me every single day.At times , you left me hanging for God-knows how long.
I am pissed off when you said im controlling your life.Ever since when?Not meeting you for almost 2 months already , still say im controlling?

Cast your ego away cause i've already thrown mine when i apologized to you the other day.

I just want you back dearest. I really do. I want the guy that I've gone head over heels for,
and still is for almost 17 months now.

September 11, 2008

I'll blog again soon.
Do text me.

September 10, 2008

Hello people , like SYAF , who reads my every day's lame post:D
I just woke up from a 4 hour nap, finally feeling much much better.Well , i had severe headaches just now only because i slept at 2am yesterday.Maybe because im not used to staying up late at night.I know , kental-.-"

Physics and Chem paper 1 was like shiiiitt?Chemistry paper 3 , the questions was not even complicated but i still did not manage to do.Like wiwid said , we cannot do science if we did last minute revision , eventually nothing goes into your head.True.Menyesal tido lmbt-.-"
So must prepare to face our chemistry teacher , Mr Leung , already laaarhXD

I just cant wait for weekends , some people know why:D
Maths tomorrow and physics paper 2 left.
Two more days to go!


Im getting over and done with you.

September 9, 2008

Chemistry paper tomorrow! X@#$%^&*#%@^&*!(&@&#%@%^@ =/
I flunk-ed my combined humans paper cause i dont have time to do the essayXD
Today , only half the class attended cause the other half , drop combined humans liao.Why cant they agree with me that combined humans is better than POA?:S

Morning assembly today , it turned out to be like so funneeeyhh!A chemistry teacher was out to present certificate for a science thing.Long-winded + broken english & the way his mouth and eyes move was ... haha!no comment.Everyone keeps on giggling larh:D
Not only that.Suddenly a group of lower sec kids present a short sketch about raising fund.Sorry to say but the acting was horrible!Of course we dont get whats the message they're trying to conveyXD
Jun Yi said , "Dont need to worry about social studies already.They make my day:D" -.-"

Im staying up till 1 tonight.Chemistry paper lah okay-.-"
BOOORIIIIIIIIIING!

oouh yaah.do get well soon faez& i almost got lost in jurong west today-.-"

I dont know whats missing.I've got my family who have always been there.I've got friends.Some , who sneaks around in the middle of the night sms-ing asking what do girls love as a present.My korean drama which willl make me drool.Cousins , who is greatly concerned about my 'o's.Indeed , something or someone is missing.But i dont get the exact reasons why im suffering , why im not motivated to face the examinations.I should have chose the opposite path but im still not regretting.Such a fool like me still exist.

September 8, 2008

Usually i'll put a random/latest picture of mine at the beginning of every post.But urrrh , im lacking of pictures now. am i dead already or what-.-"
Nvm i'll camwhore soon, when im happeyh:D

Had geography prelim in the morning , followed by physics and chemistry practical.

All i can say is that geog paper was easy , i find all the questions similar but i dont do teacher's assignment , so i dont get all the points you see.confirm FAIL!But Geog has been one of my favourite subject cause you only need to know facts , which is all very common sense.Then when you already get all the facts in your mind , you just have to scribble everything down on the writing paper and that will give me a sense of satisfaction.Thats because my writing paper will be fully filled , it doesnt matter if i wrote all kind of rubbish in it:D
I know , childish.

Physics practical is all about electricity.The circuit has been set up for us , all we have to do is to take the measurement of the voltage respectively.That was loong and booring.

Chemistry practical , amazingly i find it interesting today.Well i used to groan over chemistry practicals cause we have to do it in a pair and we were supposed to queue just to get a few drops of solution we need.But hey , today all the chemicals and apparatus were ready in front of us , and we get to do it alone peacefully.Mostly , i love the "pop" sound when the lighted splint is being distinguised!hahaaXD

Social studies tomorrow.Got some essay memorising to do-.-"

I watched my korean drama just now!ok i watch it everyday.But today's one touched my heart maan.they're seperating.like omg?hahahaXD
I watch the 6.00 one too!another touching love story.Well , i love to hum the tune.Nice!
Im off.

See you combined humans people tomorrow!XD

September 7, 2008

Holidays is over and prelims will begin tomorrow.

Starting next week , it will be a hectic week for all.Practicals , courseworks , prelims , 'o's , urrgh.
How i hate life , how i hate studying.I really do , you know.Studying makes me sleepy , i'll accidentally doze off on my study table.Its another term for torture.With teachers pressing us real hard , so that we could be mentally and physically prepared for that one major exam.Yes , i've been slacking.Still in my dreamland , my holiday mood.Also , so much stuff is lingering in my mind , both important and unimportant ones.
Well i just hope i can atleast qualify a course in ITE if i cant make it.At times , you really have to think of the negative side.Or else when you're really stuck in those unpleasant situations , you wouldn't get to think of a solution well , rightright?

Just to add , my family's colour for hari raya this year will be brown!I know some people will go "eeeeeeeeww what a colour" , those are freaakking bitches who thought that they have a great colour coordination , when they actually dont.You can predict well that will be their reaction, some people just think really highly of themselves you see.So , be humble ayh peoople(:
Still , my brown is gorgeous!

September 3, 2008

I spend half of my day doing art , from 9am to 4.00pm.After 'o' levels , i'd better get back my life:D
I've almost completed my painting , just some robots ,batik and background touch up left.Whats left for art is my coursework , which i can do it at home or everywhere else.Still , alot to do):

1 more month to go and im worried sick , but i did nothing about it.Pathetic.

September 1, 2008

I went studying with friends just now at SB.Its like freezing that my hands went numb):
Then , sat under Acap's block.Najib came with his new monopoly set which i think the credit card thing is like super cool that i end up being a "hot banker" and ask haaziq to play for me instead:D
I want a monopoly like that too!~

Reach home only at around 6.30pm.I dont wish to lead this kind of life.Hanging out everyday, as if i am not taking any major exams soon.Naturally i should be anxious and study everyday till im done and over with the exams.But sitting at home with all the memories of past in my hand , i tend to cry over it.I cant put my mind at ease cause this heart , its suffering.

I have a book which contains all the sweet msges that you've sent me over the year.How kental it is when you wanted me to be yours , how you persuade me that whatever you're doing , its because you love me.How you said several times in a day that you love me.How you said that you cant bear to see me sad, that you'll never get bored of me.How having my heart broken is the least that you would want. I can continue to write everything here like there's no end.Cause i thought you're so precious that even if i have to erase those messages from my inbox , i will never erase it from my heart.But you never utter those words anymore);

When im in my worst state , i cant be like other girls who will always have their bf by their side.But i understand our situation , we're far from each other every single day and that is why i've never turn to you for anything.You may be someone close to my heart , but not in sight.
I've never had a change of heart even though we've drift apart , but i cant force your heart to do the same thing.Let me go , if thats what your heart wants.
I love you <3

Its not that im playing with hearts , but put yourself in my shoes okay friends?