November 26, 2008
I would like to thank Nabbs for that short quote for me.
aku baeeek deeeh(:
From your latessst post , i get it why you are so looking forward to thursday , which is tomorrow.
Orang bercinta lah katerkan.HEH.Enjoy your day with yasser.LOVE<3
I am sleepy , but i will still give you my smile(:
We heaad down to zouk yesterday.
Though we are abit lost and despite the hot weather , it was kinda fun.
There is Qeem ,Rynn , Syaff , Nabb , Ami and Tyra.Wanie couldnt make it cause she is sicck.
Take caree taww babe:D
Most of the time , they are in their own zone(:
Organised by SP.
NO one tells me we were supposed to smile with our TEETH on-.-"
I wore white , so i look like a glittering ghost:D
My gorgeous lady<3>
♥loved
1:10 PM
November 22, 2008
The picture above showed us , in charge of npcc's open house last year,2007.
It was hell lot of fun with bedah , yass , najib , tarm , shikin , fitri , faez and the others who went rounding with us to take pictures with friends.It was crazzy!
Since they dont need any help for this year's one , i hope it will be as crazy as last year's.
Also , im too lazy to go to school today-.-"
I miss npcc.The activities , the camps , the bond.
I bumped into a sec 2 junior the other day.He said that i was one of his favourites.Like YAY!XD
Basically i did nothing but have fun with my crazy antics during np.
I barely teach , i just make fun and make friends , lead them in songs especially during campcrafts-which is like soo boring to me.So im in the same zone with the sec 2s larh:D
I cant teach , i cnt scold , it makes me feel baad.
My juniors , they rock balls:D
Mum has been asking me to go out to have fun cause i've been spending my holidays watching korean/taiwanese drama/movie , and did nothing else besides to eat and sleep.
I've finished watching this Japanese movies-death note/death note 2 , taiwanese drama-corner with love.THUMBS UP for corner with love!So sweet lah the story:D
I'll continue watching more.
Mummm, i'll go out and have fun when i get back my lifee okay?<3
♥loved
11:13 AM
November 21, 2008
Im such a loner without friends):
Im so sorry for the late tag replies!
Farah:Thank you so much for being the first one to reach me during my worst moment , for those messages , advice and care.I love you bby , straight from my heart.
Tomorrow will be your 2yrs and 6 months with Uzai(i hope i get the duration right?)
I've been reading your blog , and you're pissed of because of a quarrel?
You know , your relationship last long , Thank God.Dont get too upset cause there is always ups and downs , especially in a long relationship like yours.As long as there is no break-ups , you must already feel blessed.Cheer up ayh swits , hope you guys will get back to normal asap<3
Bedah and Yasser:Haha.thanks , im feeling better now(:
Muhaimin:Thank you(:
Wanie and Syaf:lambat nyer aku reply tag , smpai graduation night da lame over.Excited eh korgXD
Ayien:Kak Ayien!thanks for tagging<3 style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">Fadilah:You look cantik also lah for your prom night!
Nabilah:Haha.you know me very well already.i'll get so happy on the 17th , i mean used to be. IMY and ILY alott bestfriend!
Azreen:Aww , you think of me every now and then?haha.im fine on past 17th.I'll try to heed your advice kaeh?You stay strong too , just ignore that bitch and the bf.hahaa.love you!<3
Haaziq:kan aku da suro yasser bilang kau aritu aku still look gorgeous!hahaaah.tk cayee.XD Im fine, thank youu.aku miss kaauu laa!
Hajar:im fine bby<3
Faez:hahaa.dah due kali dah say hi.HELLO FAEZ!
Munirah:MUNI!!when can i see you again now that madrasah is over):
Im done replying to tagsXD
Did i mention that i went shopping with wanie two days back?
She is my favourite shopping partner,and again , we bought alot of stuffs:D
♥loved
11:36 AM
November 17, 2008
I'll post graduation pictures bit by bit in every post allright?
Heard Syaf and Nabilah are having fun at some chalet organised by Bcube , which consists of yasser , nizam , azri and hisyam?i dunnoe who else.hahaah.
Somehow i feel at ease when friends have fun , live your life for me ayh girls?
17th today.
Eversince i was being left alone , i kept asking myself during the silence of the night.
Have i really forgotten about him?
If i have really did , then why is it that when i hear his name , my chest can still feel a sudden sharp pain?
I thought the further i was from him , the faster i could forget about everything.
But then i realized that if im not careful , i could still easily fall back into those memories that i cannot escape from no matter how hard i struggle.
If there is a medicine called "forget" in this world , how great that would be.
You were probably a dream , one which i cant decide whether to forget or to
pursue with everything i have.
If our encounter was a beautiful mistake , then time will heal my wound.
One day when you think about me and still feels happy , for me , it was all worth it.
I've said before , i hate it when night time falls ,neither when the sun shines.
Because i dont really have a mission in life.
♥loved
7:10 PM
November 14, 2008
When friends were pee-ing ,
I've officially graduated from Yuan Ching yesterday.
I'll upload more photos soon.
Time and again i feel pathetic.I dread.
It just feels empty.
♥loved
10:33 AM
November 12, 2008
I need a bucket to fill my tears but was embarrassed to continue sobbing.I stop, and head home.
Those tears marks the end of my o level , tears of joy or sadness-you decide.
His brother dedicate a blog post for me , and i was like so touched.I dont expect a person who never communicate with me before to actually post for me.Big brother with big heart , you cant expect more from a brother.Thank you so much , much appreciated(:Also , to everyone else who tags , message and post for me , im fine and thank you<333
Yesterday , head to Peninsular and Bugis with friends , the pictures were on my previous posts.
I wasnt in a shopping mood then , just wanted to hang out and talk with them. We had our laughs , and also our oreo mcflurry:D
Today , i went out with wanie again.She needs her shawl and ring.
I shopped like alot , today i was just in a mood to.We round all around vivo , harbourfront and bugis.
And finally , i've had my CHEESECAKE.I craved for that since yesterdayXD
Graduation night tomorrow!Cant wait.
I tried to forget everything by filling my time , but to no avail.
♥loved
6:45 PM
November 11, 2008
My rockin' , WANIE.
Classmate , FAEZ.
Favourite , GIRLS.
TYRA and NABILAH
I'll update tomorrow.
I cant think of what to post today.
♥loved
9:39 PM
November 10, 2008
Today , i keep on thinking of the same phrase-"Tomorrow will be my last paper".
I used to look forward to tomorrow , cause a promise from you is that you'll wait till after o lvl.
How would i know you didnt mean what you said?
You left me a broken girl today.
After the clock ticks at 9am tomorrow, it spells the end of my o lvl.
Who am i supposed to run to?Who am i supposed to spend my holidays with?
I've never ache this much losing any boy.Instead , i do ditch them.
I wonder why i feel so scared of losing you , and when it just happened , i could only break down.
I hate it when night time falls , cause i cant seem to close my eyes and head to my lala-land.
If this is how love tastes like , i'd rather not be in love anymore.
Everyone said , "move on".but you know i cant , i just cant.
No more 17th for me , no more love from you.
And now what hurts me more is that i received a friendster message from his brother.
I'll only copy some part.
"he say u control hym
sorry i cnt change anything...it his life and he made his own decision...
Do cheer up and move forward and i n0e how u feel"
Dang.
Nabilah , as my closest friend , do you think im controlling him?
If i did , do tell me when?
I dunnoe how to feel , sad or mad?
Boy , i've never controlled your life.I kept my mouth shut when you stay away from me.
Im totally lost.
What must i do tomorrow?
Ouh yah shopping with friends at bugis-.-"
That wasnt what i planned at first.Not with them , but with you.
But now im depending on my girls to keep me moving.
I've loved you , and i always will.
Someday when you've found another one , i'll just wish you happiness.
Cause you used to tell me "i dont like to see u sad , cause i love you".
Well i do.
Books , pictures , messages.I find it so hard to make it a part of memory.
My 1year and 6months.Poof!its gone.
And i'll stop here.
♥loved
9:12 PM
November 9, 2008
Just give me the permission , i dont wish to change my status in blogs or friendster.
My heart wont change , even though yours already did for more than 3 months already.
Im fine with being left alone in my own fantasy , cause im not ready to move on and i dont wish to.
Goodbye.
♥loved
9:30 PM
November 7, 2008
I'll stop blogging for awhile.
♥loved
9:13 PM
I've wished her at 12am , now lets do it here allright.
Sorry for the late post.
Happy 16th Faraahhh!Stay cute , stay cheeky and keep on smiling like you always do:D
nur atiqah bte noor rahim loves you X934784773456498290385938458534 alooot!
It hits me straight through the heart.
♥loved
8:47 PM
November 5, 2008
Nabilah just msg-ed mua about the outing tomorrow with the girls.
(mcm spice girls plk)haha!okay mepeek -.-"My favourite korean drama ended yesterday.I cried , tears of joy.ok atiqah drama-mamaXD
Mr Director is like so sweet laah.
The ending was beautiful , kan faraaah?aww:D
I realise that my left eyes always tend to be smaller than my right eye in pictures.
Spot it.
My left eye , left ear and left finger are all abit distorted?:D
Patotlar orang tak sayang.cacatt laah.Im blogging today for Syaf.
Okay muke kite same sikit XD
Happy 16th babe!
This year , i've been through alot with you especially.Both sweet and unpleasant one kn?hahah.
I've yet to tell you this.You've been the best partner in class.
When we get bored- especially during POA lesson , we would secretly hide our hands in our pencil case , played "cikopak" and scissors paper stone 10 times to stay awake:D
That shows how much i need you , and YOU NEED ME , in class.hahah.
And when we had our usual stupid jokes to share , we will laugh our heart out even during lesson time.We giggled to control those big laughs, but can still be heard by nabilah who sits further infrontXD
After the quarrels that we had , i find it hard to show my love towards friends,especially you.
But that love never fades(im not a freakking lesbian okay)
So today , do enjoy your sweetsweet 16 okay?
I love youu Nurul Syafiqa
anak Subhi:D
♥loved
11:35 AM
November 3, 2008
I've changed my blog song , do listen to it too:D
Uh we had social studies paper just now.
For the first time i actually managed to finish up both essays.
Well that was surprising , but i dont know if whatever i've written make sense or not.
I did some last-minute revision on the conflicts in sri lanka and it came out as one of the essay question:D
Im left with only one more paper people!Like finally.HEH.
My korean show at 7pm ends tomorrow):
Surely some happy and good endings right.hahah.
More korean shows for me on the way:D
♥loved
5:04 PM
November 2, 2008
Went to a wedding reception with mum and dad at tampines yesterday.
Handsome groom , pretty bride in scarf.They look so compatible.I like:D
I cant seem to sleep yesterday night.Woke up every one hour , and stared at the space.
Right after i wake up in the morning , my left eye felt so small and watery.There is even lines everywhere around it.Like ew?
For my right eye , it is swollen as if somebody punched it.
Mum said , if it ever happens again , she'll be bringing me to the eye clinic.
Which , in a way , i have to avoid that.HAH!
She makes fun of it though, she said i look like im wearing a red eye shadow-.-"
Horrible , terrible.
I've been thinking of getting a job for the upcoming holidays.
Im not desperate for money , cause i dont use much of it anyway.
I just wanted to have a job experience , which according to my abang , it is good to have one to prepare you better for the adult working life or something.YEAH.
Plus , i dont want to get bored rotting at home all day.
I want to keep myself occupied , so i wouldnt think much of my never ending problem):
Sitting at home makes me think of all the bad possibilities that might happen to my own relationship.Im getting all stucked up , frustrated and upset about it.
I know i should post it yesterday.But gosh i am really sorry about itt.
Happy Birthday Leha and Bedah!I miss you guys like X1282372836463462346 aloot!
XOXO
♥loved
6:07 PM
