life.

2010-05-09T18:46:00.003+08:00

"When you are in Love you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams."
-Dr Seuss

I've been away from blogging , mayb because im more addicted to the tumblr world.

School's been a bitch , but heck?!atleast boyfriend is around for me to joke and go around with.

Like seriously , i love that boy.

Ok dah.bye.

2010-05-05T21:48:00.000+08:00

hope every single one of you is doing good.

2010-05-01T15:50:00.000+08:00

Come on people lets watch this video.my cute lee hongki is in!

2010-05-01T14:09:00.004+08:00

Love my nose in this picture?i know.hahaha:D

"Only five more months iqah , just bear with it", i've been chanting this single phrase to myself every single time my heart shattered.

I miss us , the old us.

When everyone loves each other , when everyone accepted me with arms wide open.

When the one i love most amongst the rest , would be that bff of mine.

Everything's not the same anymore , so lets just countdown till the end.

2010-04-25T19:08:00.005+08:00

Nabilah posted this picture at her blog.I miss her , im craving for seoul garden and i miss my straight hair.So this picture is perfect!(:

Aaannnnd i just watch american idol repeat.this very very cute guy who melts me with his hair and smile is out):

Random ehh.BYE!

2010-04-25T18:24:00.008+08:00

HEY BLOGGER(:

I've been updating my tumblr that i abandon you,i just dontknow what to update here.
about life?life's been pretty much fine i guess.

Im schooling in Bishan ite now , some changes here and there.
The lucky thing is that , we have a new banking hall and the aircon froze me most of the time!Banking year 2 students were given the honour to attend lessons in aircon room,so wearing long sleeved uniform doesnt matter at all.
Im in year 2 already?yeaaaaah!6 more months to go , attachment and then graduation!
I dont know if i should say that im going to miss classmates , i really dontknow eh.

Last week i teared hearing syaf's voice over the phone after complaining things to nabilah.I really hope they're fine now.
NabilahS , im still here.i still am , and always will be here<3

Atiqah lee texted me just now saying that they've graduated from youth alive today.
Its sad.I wish i could still be a part of them and graduate together.
How i wish fityan and youth alive never meet.
How i wish youth alive never became part of fityan.

"we used to be together to make our sundays more beautiful.Now almost everyone has disappear , some changed as time passed"-muhd noh.

I miss , and i'll miss you guys.

It seems like we're having presentations and projects every now and then.
Do text me if you miss me!hehehehehe<3

2010-04-11T22:01:00.005+08:00

He's my favourite , sho cute! (;

What have i been doing for the whole of this week?

Just watching 'You're Beautiful' , a korean drama.Macam biase jugak^^
The drama is filled with three very charming actors and a very cute actress!
I finish watching all sixteen episodes within three days and could you believe it , i actually dream of ME taking pictures with the actors?Okay i shouldnt elaborate.embarassing eh!

But im very much in love with all the songs in the drama.Its in korean , but there is subtitles whenever the song is played in the video.alaa you get what i mean lah kan-.-
I've downloaded all ten songs , i think its better than big bang's songs.
Fatin is a huge big bangfan , its a v popular korean band , everyone loves it.
Im a korean fanatic , so okay im done talking about it(:

& this is only 1/4 of my family members.

Family gathering yesterday , celebrated nephew's birthday as well.
Cousin took pictures of us all and basically edit it into something so err...hah!
Go take a look at my facebook for more.sumer feeling feeling^^
After which , went to mustafa centre and had boon lay's nasi lemak for dinner with family.

Schooling tomorrow , in bishan.no more clementi.
Im gonna miss the canteen , locker , clean toilets , friends from other courses.
Only my course will move to bishan , i wonder how things will be then):

Gotta turn in early tonight.Muacks!

2010-04-05T22:21:00.004+08:00

Baby and i catch how to train your dragon at vivo city earlier on.

I loveee the movie!also love the one who sat beside me(:

Before the movie, of course my tummy needs to be filled with 2pc chicken with cheeseee!Yummey yumm yumm.

Now my left eye is red again , and it hurts.I've changed contacts , so contacts is not the reason for my sore eyes i guess.again , something is wrong with my eyes):

Mum , get me a new specs pleasee so i could wear it and then my eyes wont act up on me again.

I do miss wearing specs to school though & since azrul said i look studious and smart wearing specs so why not?:D

We're now left with 6 more frigging days to wake up late and enjoy.
Within these days ,i wanna catch a movie with nabilah.Yes girl , i tak lupe<3

I wanna watch another movie with baby.Yes baby , 3D this time.

I need to trim my hair , its thick now.Its a need!urgh.

Annnnnnnnd , im done blogging , i wanna surf the net and text.

Loved.

2010-04-04T22:01:00.017+08:00

A hectic week it has been , when i thought the most i'll do is go out with baby on some of the days.It turned out that i went out on every single day of the week except for wednesday(supposed to go to sentosa with classmates) when i had sore eyes thanks to my contact lens.

Shopped with momma at jurongpoint on monday and town on tuesday.

Get results on wednesday & still no improvements , its disheartening.

But when baby said its a difficult semester & to maintain a gpa of 3.0 is good enough , it really makes me feel better.ouh yeah~

East Coast with baby on thursday!

We had our late breakfast at macs , laid our mat somewhere and swim!
No , actually i dont intend to swim but ended up in the sea thanks to you eh , Mr Ho!Grrrr.

We left for dinner at marina square at around 6 plus and then home sweet home!

Off to malaysia with family on friday and attend cousin's solemnization ceremony on saturday.

Today , to harvey norman and bought foldable mattress and samsung 42 inch tv.

What a week!:D

Despite all those outings , i still think of my girls.Especially you , nabilahsadali.

I know it has been a horrendous week for you.

Breakups , heartbreaks.Those are parts and parcel of life which you cant avoid.

Having friends stabbing behind your back , just so that they could get your happiness.

You're experiencing exactly the same thing as i did months back.

Like you said , its not about letting go but the cheating that hurts.

Dont drown yourself into your own sorrows.

Everyone around you loves you.

I do too , I do.

I want my cheerful bestfriend back.

2010-03-29T01:36:00.005+08:00

Movie under the stars with iffa was fantastic.

After 8 months of not meeting up , we finally did yesterday!

Our friendship which was unexpectedly formed , continue to blossom without a reason.

Like a big sister you are to me , i love you iffa(:

2010-03-27T13:23:00.009+08:00

Trying so hard to be a matrep with floating caps.HAHA

Going for a picnic once in a while really helps to release yourself.

Release from all those struggles you had , pain , troubles , stress.

I enjoyed picnic with classmates yesterday.

Like how we would exfoliate our body using the sand , swim and just laugh at every single stupid things , bury asmus in the sand and covering him up with things you couldnt imagine.

Though im not close with them , i still love 'em because we're friends.

Friends love each other and not the other way round , thats how they should be.

I appreciate my friends , more then you could ever imagine.So if that friendship is shattered , its not easy to get into my good books anymore.Treat it as if , you've just lose one of your friends who sincerely loved you.Try to find a replacement and see if they could love you , the way i did.

The trip to ecp and back from there was not with classmates but with the lovely boyfriend.

Thank you dearest , for never leaving my side(:

After which , i alighted at clementi to join my family.Fetching my mum's favourite future daughter-in-law(HAHA) from her attachment and off to simpang bedok for foooood!

Kak Ayien , your face very small leeeeeeeehhhhhhh!I hope i dont look older):

It was a long day , but i spend it well.

I love my day yesterday and will love it every single day in the future.

Im meeting iffaa later.Excited much!:D

Shisha next time nabilah!Spend your day well with the boyf.

Its Earth Hour tonight people!Dont forget to turn off your lights:D

Loved.

2010-03-26T10:29:00.004+08:00

Hari ini hari Jumaat.Hari Mulia dalam Islam.Moga Allah selalu disamping Iqah(:

AMACAM?AKU PON BOLEH hahahah!

-nabilahs.

Yes , stop being hypocritical , you're pissing everyone off.
Atleast i showed off my bitchy-ness rather than you who keep it to herself just so that she could be happy on her own.selfish ayh?

Once again , i hate your holy msges.Live in your own world lah , dont interfere in mine.

Nevermind , im going out to join geng ITE for picnic at east coast!

These little little words doesnt hurt at all.After all , you've done bigger SINS which hurts.

Holy tak aku?

2010-03-24T23:55:00.004+08:00

Not been updating recently cos i've been busy watching 'hi my sweetheart' , a taiwanese love drama online.

I'm crushing on Show Luo! *drools*

& because of that , i would tend to reply to boyf's msg half an hour , an hour or even 2 hour later. Still , boyf asked whether i want to watch another drama.I mean like , why must he ask me that when we both knew that i'll some sort of 'abandon' him while watching those dramas?

Then he clearly said that i wont get to watch it when school re-opens , so he dont mind being 'abandoned' for now.

You're sucha sweet darling.Me love you very much (:

Which girl wouldnt want their life to be as exciting &lovely as in those korean , taiwan dramas?

But no matter how much you got carried away with those stories , you'll wake up the next day only to realise that such life never exist.

Full of fantasies , i must say.

These dramas cheat my feelings , yet im so addicted to it.GRRRRRR! (eh baby?) :D

Anyways , i hope my iffa haziqah is doing just finee.How i miss her):

& Bestfriend , HOY BABAY!:D

Stay happy pleasseeeeeeee ? Dont let such things upset you.

Well even if it does , im always here and dont you dare hesitate to reach me!

Me love you very very very much gf(:

Im loving life , its taking place the way it should be.

Dont envy me , because you wont get to ruin my life anymore ,i promise you on that.

OOOOOOOOOHHHH IM HOLY ! -.-"

Im sorry i cant stop being a bitch once you start being one.

BYE Y'ALL!:D

2010-03-17T23:21:00.009+08:00

My matrep cine(:

You picked me up when im at my lowest , you tried your best to take all my troubles away.

When im still loving my past , you still stood by me and just wont give up

& its because of that effort of yours who is willing to wait , i finally get to smile everyday now.

Thank you for waiting , love(:

2010-03-16T16:49:00.002+08:00

2010-03-16T14:44:00.000+08:00

You can feel when someone you hold close to your heart is slipping away, little by little. It’s when the mere thought of losing a friend can bring you to tears almost instantly. The pain you are beginning to feel can crush your entire heart. Yet everything that you try to do to solve the problems only push them further and further away from you. When the only chance of getting back to the way things were in the beginning is to hope this person realized what they may be losing.

-Via Eletheowl

2010-03-15T13:50:00.002+08:00

Cute boy:D

2010-03-14T23:21:00.011+08:00

Here comes the holidays.
& holidays means , my korean dramas & snacks and just me minding my own business.

Ite friends all working.
Secondary school friends is scattering all around.

Now i feel so listless.
I saw a junior in secondary school a few days back , and decided to pay a visit to her blog ,
and ohmyyy i found myself smiling at her every post.

She's a sweet girl , leading a blissful life with her hero.
Just by reading her posts , it can make you feel the warmth of their love.
How i envy her.

But then again when i think about it , i've been through that phase of life.
To have a guy , whom you could dream of all day long.whom you would want to meet every single day.whom you would yearn for their hugs , kisses and jokes.whom you could get to take pretty pictures together with and drool over it.whom you would never get bored off.whom you could be proud of just because your friends praised them for their looks and personality ,who could open any topic with your friends and talk as if he've known them for ages. whom you wouldnt mind spending every single cents on.whom you would think of when you saw just anything that suits him.

& whom you thought you would be with all your life.

I've experienced that much.
Being only 18 , and knowing so much about love.Im at the losing end.
But experience taught you valuable lessons which you could never get to gain from anyone else.
Only when you feel the pain ,then you would remember it for life.

I am feeling down.
Just because a special friendship which i treasured took it all away.
Im still finding it hard to forgive and forget.

So you , who caused everything , dont have the right to change me.
How about changing yourself first before you change others?

Your post is to show him that im with another guy , that post is not for me but for him.

You dont have to try so hard you know.

Spot on right?

Since you gave so many advices to show how great of a muslim you are , here's a piece for you.

"Learn to be a true friend , to be a true muslim"

2010-02-28T19:37:00.014+08:00

Today marks the end of february.
How would you expect me to spend my favourite month of the year?
I had a BLAST!(:
Follow me through the happenings.

26th January

Its Siti Alimah's 19th!
My girl turned 19 even before i turned 18(:
For those listening ears , for those hugs and comfort , for taking care of me , for being the only one whom i could turn to in school.I could go on and on and on.
I thank you Siti Alimah , for just everything.

<3

29th January

Dad's 52nd!

For bringing me up , for loving me with your life , for working hard everyday to ensure that your family leads a comfortable life all along.What more can i ask for?

Your girl grew up well and happy now thanks to you.
You make a perfect dad , and a perfect husband for mum.

I love youu ayah(:

5th February

Banking students off to singapore flyer!

Not only our course , there's fitness students too!*sparkling eyes* hehehe.

Clementi is generous to send all its students to get a free ride on flyer righttt.

After the flyer , we changed and head to town to shop for aisha's anniversary gifts.

We walked for hours and finally lepak at shaw's mccafe before going home.

10th February

I received four awards at lecture theatre during assembly.

The most prestigious(ehems!) award that i get is Model Student Award.

I know rigght:D

When your name is being flashed on the screen with all the positive remarks given by the teacher , of course i kembang for a moment.heheheheheh!

The other 3 awards is for participation & presentation for korea and malacca trip.

Im sorry i snatched your role model student award away ,love! *evil laughs*

I'll still love you even if you're not the model student you know;D

14th February

Valentine's Day.

Too bad , i cant celebrate it with youu & im glad you respected that.

Thank you for the gift & sincerity(:

15th & 16th February

Its Chinese New Year holidays & i spend it by going to johor on both days because of cousin's wedding ceremony.

After 5 years , i finally get to meet my nephew of my age who played a big part in my childhood memories.Handsome!:D

21st February

Its a day with my favourite girl!

Window shopping , and just catching up with each other at town.

Bestfriend, you're still the best though we've drifted apart due to our busy schedule.

You're still the only one whom i could tell just everything and anything to.

Like i've ever said ; i may lose everything , but im thankful that my bestfriend still remains.
I love you girl(:

22nd February

Its Luthfi's & My 18th and also Farhana's 19th Birthday!

So happy birthday to the three of us:D

For all the wishes through sms , phone calls and facebook.

Real pink roses , ferrero rocher , birthday cake , pink care bear , balloons and cards.

Thank you all!

24th February

I kene sabo lah seh.Photos of them torturing me is up on facebook so..

ENJOYY EH!:D

27th February

I meet bestfriend early in the morning to accompany her get her stuff.

Im glad that you look cute in your outfit girlfriend.Like finally ehhh!

I think i just updated a whole load of crap above , but its okay.atleast its still alive.wahahah!

Exams will be on 8th , 9th and 10th.

So i wont be updating yet again.

Wait for me , i'll be back two weeks time!

Good night(:

2010-01-24T20:53:00.017+08:00

When this picture was taken , someone was sitting , facing me.
Take a close look at this picture now.
That smile , the smile which i've been trying to get back for months now.
I was at my happiest then.
Yes , this picture speaks a thousand words.

Im turning 18 in less than a month's time.
These last few moments of being a 17 year old girl, i wish to live it to the fullest.
I was at my happiest at the start of being 17.

Getting happily attached two days before my 17th, to that special someone.
He was like a magician , the one who could make you smile , the one who would take your breath away.
No matter how i hate him now , truth had to be told lah ehh.

Then i had the finest surprise birthday celebration by my youth alive clan.
A day to be remembered for life.
For that period of time , no words could describe my joy.
I thank God , for granting me my wish of getting the happiness i've always yearn for.

To my being 18th , i am still clueless as ever about everything.
Would i ever get back that smile , would i ever forget those betrayal and hates?
I want to have a fine start on my being 18th.
To slowly achieve my dreams , and get all the happiness back.

Dear God , all i hope for , was for You to clear away these little little heart aches that is still stuck somewhere in my heart.

I hope that one day i could clear my name , from all the things that im being accused of.
Im not running away from those wild accusations but even if i explained myself , would you think that they would listen to me?I'll be wasting my breath then.
Im keeping mum , because i can think with a clear conscience.
Truth will be revealed someday , because i believe in karma.

Okaaay im done.
Not being emo laaah , im pretty much happy with the life that im leading now actually:D
Just thought that some things have to be posted here you see.

Im slowly but steadily falling for you seh , asshole.HOW?!hahahah.

Awww~baby so cute!

Last but not least , Happy Birthday My Dearest Khalisah.
God bless you and i miss you , very very much.

Iqah J (inside joke) , signing off!:D

2010-01-16T15:38:00.014+08:00

How've my readers been doing?
I pretty miss blogging , and i apologized for the absence.

I've been doing pretty well in life , much better than before(:

My belated birthday wishes for these awesome people:

My girlfriend , Thahirah - 26th December
My best friend , Nabilah Sadali - 8th Jan
My girlfriend , Hazwani Omar - 13th Jan
My cheeky school/cca mate , Azhar - 13th Jan
My 'bro' , Yasser - 14th Jan

Happy Belated Bithday once again(:

I did wish them through sms on their birthday , except for Azhar's.
I called him once , at around 6pm and he didnt answered.But he called me back and i asked ,

Me : "Why you never pick up my call just now?"
Azhar : "Ouh sorry lah , tengah sembahyang Maghrib" , and i heard ghup reciting the prayers at the background.
Hahahaha.Joker ehhh.I couldnt stop laughing at their cheeky-ness.

I miss that bunch of guys so much.
Thanks to the tight schedule , i could only see them during some of our break times.
I miss going home with them , hearing their inside out jokes which makes me laugh like there's no tomorrow.

Yes , there they are.Incomplete though , without Azhar and Aida ):

N.A Clique.

Bbq was happening!Thank you for making it happen guys and girls<3

Mr Charming.

Still talking about phone calls , i've been receiving calls from a very charming friend. At first , he acted like someone who is offering me a job(with the fact that i didnt apply any) , he still insist that i did applied so i just go along with his flow.I asked for his contact so that i could confirm about the job again and he goes , "note it down , 1800-S-L-A-Y".*rolls eyes*
I miss that dude.

Iffa Haziqah.

Have you seen this beauty?She's a a gem, and i love her.The phone call with her days back to catch things up about each other was awesome.I really wish i could be there for her when she's down.I love you Iffa , i really really do.

Girlfriends.

I wonder how they've been doing.

Nabilah and Syaf busy with hospital attachments ,Wanie and Tyra with their own projects. No matter how busy life gets , i've never lived a day off without remembering you girls. Meet up soon<3

Last but not least , my awesome classmates.

Nadia Estelle , Jannah , Alimah , Aqira , Small Nadia , Asmus , Mus and Kiat. Thank you for being there , listening and cheering me up with your positive replies. Most importantly , for always making me smile(:

Friends , they are a treasure , because they light up every single path of yours. As long as pure friendship is formed without any betrayal , it is beautiful and heartwarming. I am blessed , with the amount of friends i have now.

As far as for school is concerned , with CCA fairs for january intake students and all the bazaars around every day , school kept me entertained in a way.

Ouh we get a green lanyard for school of business!i love it:D

Till next time,
Yours truly.

2009-12-13T23:34:00.006+08:00

I miss Y.A.

Shruggs.Im like still laughing now thanks to nurul fadilah binte hashim.
That girl , really.HAHAHAHAHAHAH.
Wait till we share it with kay and khalisah(;

Im off to malacca tomorrow.Must be in school by 6.30 in the morning ):

Kay will miss me , for sure.hahahahah.tk tawu malu.
Love you girlfriend<3

Because i dont think i meant anything to you now.
Not anymore , ever since you've found your happiness.
Very typical of you.

2009-12-09T20:10:00.003+08:00

I wanna get over and done with bps.
School's been fun , yet tiring.
Watch a movie during assembly.It was so thrilling that alimah and i grabbed hold of each other's hands out of a sudden.hahahah:D

So much happenings in school that it filled my every day.
I get to run away from sorrows and pain , like really.
Thank you guys and girls.
Iqah love youu all in the picture so much<3

2009-12-06T22:31:00.005+08:00

When i saw that picture , you know whats the first thing that came to my mind?
- "Ambik gambar dengan kakak sia." HAH!
And i continued critisizing :D

Left another week of school , and its holiday time!I am so looking forward to the 3 weeks break.
Having another school trip to malacca next week , for 4 days and 3 night with my budak banking:D
Ami said , "best seh.aku pon nak masok ITE ah" -______-

Left one more paper on friday , i'll mug for it.
I really badly want my gpa to be 3.0 again , or maybe better i hope , pretty pleassssseeeeeee!

okay nak tido.
Good night beautiful readers!

2009-11-30T21:08:00.010+08:00

Thoughts of you has been running through my mind all day.
I've been loving you , like it was the first time.
Call me stupid , for still loving that you who've torn my heart into pieces.
Fortunately , its still beating.
Still beating for you.

Pause my blog song first , and listen to this.

XOXO ,
IQAH.

2009-11-24T22:54:00.009+08:00

Nadia ♥ says:
tapi kan
sigh
aku kalau bole nak korg due together seh
honestly kan iqah
kau happier with him around
)=

An opinion from a girl who've been there through my ups and downs this year.
It has been tough , so tough that i swear im still in a mess now.

God , give me the strength.All i need for now is strength , aplenty of it.

My girls , they shared their joy of being in love again.
Full of smiles in the morning to start off their day with , whispering sweet moments which happens after school on the day before , their moments with their beloved.Watching the moon and stars together , cuddling in each other's arms.
After a long day in school , what more do one need other than to be with that special someone?

I am elated , with the fact that they're finally happy.

Back to school.

There is a fire drill activity at 9.30 in the morning just now.
I was excited about it , like real excited that i cheered when the alarm rang.
Like finally , i get to see all the ITE Clementi people at one go *drroooools*
:DD

I miss bestfriend.

2009-11-23T22:44:00.013+08:00

Camwhored during break time using Daniel's phone!
Favourite .

Msges filled my day , the sight of friends who welcomes me in school with hugs.
Bedah , calling me up to give such encouragement for me to move on.The way she understand me , how much she cried for me , telling me that she'll always be there , apologizing for not having the time for me.
Friends , they are a treasure.

Aqill Azmi!You're sucha sweet boy<3

2009-11-22T22:29:00.006+08:00

I shared this with Azrul and Aqil , since they're chatting with me.
There is tears in my eyes when im reading it.

It Is
by: Author Unknown, Source Unknown

It's nice to know that you're secured with that someone. That even if the rain is pouring hard and the sky is almost dark, he'll never leave you just so you won't feel alone. Even if his friends had left him (and even if he has to be somewhere else) he'd still stay by your side, just so you won't feel alone.

It's so good to know that you have someone who'll be willing to help you cope up in every frustrations you're having. Every depressing moments, every down moments, every self-worthless-realization moments, he'd be there, not because you want someone to be with you, but because he wants to be with you.

It's great to know when a person appreciates every little thing you do. Even a smile would mean a lot to him, just because you own that smile. And that even if no words are expressed as long as the eyes understand, you'd be able to communicate, just like that.

It's overwhelming when a person tells you that he loves you for who you are. He may not have an answer when you ask him why, but really, he doesn't have to have reasons for loving you.

It's more grateful to know that someone is grateful to have you. We don't choose the people who enter our lives, so it must be luck that you have that person, then you have to be thankful. It may just be coincidence or fate, but whatever the reason is, you have to be thankful in having him the same way he is thankful for having you.

It's a wonderful feeling when you're on the verge of giving up the things you've worked hard for, someone isn't just helping you carry the weight on your shoulders, but he carries it on his own because he'd also be in pain when you are in pain. And then you'll realize, trials would all be worth it as long as you have him, not because he would do things for you, but because you gather all the strength you need, in him and his love.

It's a superb feeling when one is willing to take the risks just so you'll be happy. Unselfishness rule in him just so happiness would take over you.

It's a nice feeling that when you're apart, and days seem to be long, that person misses you. Yes, you might feel bad about not being with each other, but knowing that you feel the same way would drive those blues away, thinking, you'd fight over that feeling because you're looking forward to seeing each other, and that's something to be happy about.

It's a great feeling when he wants to be with you because of the happiness you have when you're together. That even if corny jokes and senseless stories are told, it won't matter as long as you're together.

It's a lovely feeling when someone thinks about your future, with or without him. He cares and he cares enough to think of you and what you'll be someday. But of course, he also wants to be in it someday.

It's a nice feeling when you can be who you really are with that person. No pretentions, no lies, no hypocrisy, because he accepts you for who you are. You can be funny, you can be embarrased, but it won't matter coz it doesn't matter to him. Trust and faith in each other keeps you alive. And it will always do.

It's good to know that you have someone who'll not have the intentions of breaking your heart. Instead, he would be willing to mend it, picking up the broken pieces of your heart that your past love have scattered in the ground. He may not be able to put the pieces back to where they really belong, but you shouldn't mind, because he had repaired that heart of yours, and he fixed it in his own way. He loves you in his own way, not the way your past did. He fixed your heart in a different way, to keep you from feeling the pains of your past heartache and to make you feel, the love, that he's unselfishly giving.

It's a great feeling when that person has every effort to let you feel what he feels for you. Because of the distractions, you may not hear him shout it to the world, but as long as you feel it, his efforts has paid off, big time. And when you feel the same way too... He'd feel as if he's the luckiest person alive.

... when in fact, you're more blessed to have him.

2009-11-17T23:05:00.003+08:00

Pictures speaks a thousand words.

For my dearest girlfriend who've been with me for the whole 11 years , happy 17th birthday to youu!

Nurul Fadilah Bte Hashim , no words could describe our friendship.
We've been through the phase of life together for 11 years.

You've been a wonderful friend , and a true companion.

I love you girlfriend<3

2009-11-16T22:45:00.004+08:00

Your first mistake , and this is your way of asking for an apology.Tell me whose heart wont melt? (:

When i fall , there's always someone who picks me up.
Kumar used to be the one when Haikal left.

Now its your turn.
Thank you very much(:

2009-11-15T20:06:00.009+08:00

Soci alInterview.com asked me "If Nur Atiqah was a flower, what would he/she be?"

I answered ''sunflower. cause sunflowers are so gorgeous and when i looked at them, i'll get very happy. :))''

-Kay

SocialInterview.com asked me "If Nur Atiqah was a flower, what would he/she be?"

I answered ''Daisy. Daisy has different colours and they're so pretty especially the pink/red/orange. It always brightens me up(:''

-Fadilah

Im touched.Maybe the sweetest thing that i've heard of since like , ever(:

His Birthday was on the 12th of November.Im a bit late here , but here you gooooo.
Happppyyy BIrthdaaaaaaay AZRUUULL!!!!You're my favourite random budddyyy.
Thanks for being a great companion , and for lending your ears every single time im down.
Do you know that you're always there when im in need of just someone?
The fact that we can share just everything and anything , well , you just rock my random world:D

OKAY.

Here's a different story.

We had an advanced surprise birthday celebration for Nurul Fadilah Bte Hashim at west coast park yesterday.
Plannings , from plan A to F , just to convince fadilah to go out with us.
Her boyfriend , Fam , even asked me to tell her to act as if im dead depressed and intend to commit suicide at west coast park.
I'll have to lie?YES , to a dear friend whom i've known for 10 years.
To lie to her was the last thing that i would do lah okay.
Fortunately , they came up with a different plan.heeee:D

Pictures is up.MOre of them on facebook.

2009-11-08T21:30:00.016+08:00

So , we celebrated Syaf's birthday on Friday @ swensens , ion orchard.
All the plannings is worth it cos i think Syaf is quite moved eyh?(:
For you my dearest girl , We've been friends for almost five years now , how fast time flies.

Ever since sec one , people mistook us for being t wins because we look so alike!(:
I miss going to school and sit with you in class every single day.
I miss the times when we'll play 'cikopak' or 'scissors paper stone' secretly during Mr Wong's lesson(Yes , i've repeat that time and again)
I miss having you to talk to , to pour my heart out to.
I miss that girl who would talk to me about her crus h and share her problems with me.
Simply said , i miss having you around.
Though i never seem to express it , but from t he bottom of my heart , i love you girl.

I know that you're not having the best moment in life for now , i know that.
I'm aching too girl , ohmy , are we really twins?(;
But hey , you're always in my prayers and you'll find your happiness one fine day.

Worried that i look so pale without make-up on , they insist on putting on make-ups for me.
That watery eyes of mine that you saw after putting on eyeliner for me nabilah , those were actually tears of joy.
To have friends who cared , whom i can find comfort in.I could never ask for anything more.

I feel like im talking too much.Love deprived.

Had an impromptu dinner with dearest fityan friends at west coast plaza , then to west coast park with Matin , Fahmi , Fadilah , Khalisah , Seri and Kay!
Yes , fahmi drove us to our destinations.
It was a meaningful night, a night where i've decided to let it all go.
I've decided not to blog about it.
But here's a big THANK YOU for my fityan friends for being there , for the hugs and advices.

http://c0nfessions-.blogspot.com/
Read fadilah's blog , there's a note for me and im touched.Thank you , dearest.

More pictures!Enjoy:D

I cried , and that will be the last.

2009-11-01T19:58:00.012+08:00

"When you hate someone so much , the best remedy is to forgive them"
- Ustaz Noor Derus.

First and foremost , i would like to wish my favourite twins a happy 17th birthday!
Always flash that sweet smile of yours even through your most darkest journey in life.
Being together in the same schools , cca and religious class for the whole 12 years, brings a whole trip down to memory lane.
All the best for your O levels!Im praying and hoping for the best outcome.
I love you girls.

Off to catch Jennifer's Body two days back on a friday night with kak ayien , my bro and azrul.
All i can say is that it feels good to be surrounded with people who never failed to be there when you're at your lowest ,
who have been listening to your ups and downs since like , ever(:

And to my dearest Nurul Fatin!
Take good care of your health and your eyes.I'll pray for your fast recovery<3

2009-10-28T21:47:00.002+08:00

okayyyyyyyyy im bored.

School's getting tougher , boys' getting hotter(;

Am playing hard to get.
Should i heed to Nadia's advice?
Evill much:D

2009-10-26T21:23:00.009+08:00

Because they're the best girlfriends in school , the ones i could rely on <3

2009-10-20T21:29:00.005+08:00

Love is always a good thing no matter how much it hurts. Even after it’s over, even through the pain, anyone who has ever really loved will tell you that they never regretted a second of it, no matter how much it hurt in the end. And if you tell me differently, I will tell you that you were not truly in love.
— April Nizlek

This one is for you , bestfriend.
"wish you were here" , that simple quote from you breaks my heart.
It aches to know that i failed to be by your side when you're at your lowest.
God took the one i love away from me.
But any idea how thankful i was that He never did take you away from me?

Please , be happy.i love you , you know that.

2009-10-11T12:47:00.005+08:00

I set home straight after the event yesterday.Reason being , i was suffocating.
I wish i could be there with kay and khalisah at fad's open house , but i've had enough for the day.

My trip to korea weeks back , couldnt get any better.
I was enjoying the autumn season there , the shopping , the surroundings , the hotel room , the new friends found , the theme park , the ice-cream!
The everyday fun and laughter was made possible thanks to Jimmy , our korean tour guide.
When he's around , dont ever think that you can stop laughing(:
Seperation with him was kind of an emotional one for everyone.
Who knows , a guy whom you've only met for the past 7 days became so dear to you.
But i've learnt that seperation is a part and parcel of life , you never could escape from it.

Now now now , pictures taken in korea will be uploaded at fb soon.
A thousand plus pictures taken, im too lazy to put in in slideshows.
So enjoy my raya pictures(:

4e3 girls with 4n3 boys.

Expresso!

ITE Clementi.

2009-09-23T15:18:00.000+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya!

Miss me(:

2009-09-18T23:36:00.013+08:00

Break fast with dearest cca friends yesterday.

Thank you , for being there(:

I'll update more tomorrow , thats a promise.

2009-09-02T13:34:00.007+08:00

Kerna sekali cinta , aku tetap cinta (:

2009-08-27T23:51:00.004+08:00

IM BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORED.

Then again , when's our holiday?
I need holidays , i neeeed one.

I want to go roller blading at east coast, though i suck at it.
I want to go buka with yuan ching friends.
I want to eaaat shaker fries , WANIE!
I want to pass my exam , which i doubt i could.
I want to hang out with Daniel and Ghufran's bacin's geng.HAHAHA.
I want to go Marina Barrage.
I want to go hiking at Bukit Timah.
I want to go out with youth alive peopleeeee , I want to meet Zul and Farhan!kiter kecoh=P
I want to watch the sunset.
I want to visit my friends pat zoo.
I want to sleep lah actually.

Kite post lagyk besok kay?muah muah!:D

2009-08-23T20:33:00.005+08:00

When everything starts off smoothly , exactly like how things would be like in a fairy-tale.
Every single text you received , left you smiling as if the world will never end.
Even when just a little sadness drop by , your phone will keep on ringing-a note from someone that they will be there , they will provide you with a pair of listening ear together with a shoulder for you to cry on.You'd only need that to move on.How magical.

Eventually , things change.Many more were involved , left you standing in the middle of no where.
That happiness which you thought will last , fades.
Jealousy , anger and even the feeling of insecure keeps on haunting you.

That is when you would start reminiscing the past , hoping that history could repeat itself.

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My schedule is quite packed last month , as well as earlier this month.

Cousin's wedding , went to watch fireworks , volunteering at taman jurong ndp ,
celebrate ndp together with relatives at home(this one kecoh) , celebrate ndp in school ,
head to marina keppel bay with fityan friends and night cycling etc.
I am very sure that there is more , and i mean mooooooooooooooooore.

I have STM fullstop -_____-

At this point of time , all i can say is that i miss you yuan ching people.HAHAHAH.
Bestfriend , Expressos , Normal Acad clique.How i wish im still schooling in yuan ching now so that i'll look forward to school tomorrow.hahah.dream on iqahh.

Frankly ehh , im like so not in the mood to update.
Ouh WANIE , ISHA , NABILAH !! i've updated:D

2009-07-11T23:26:00.005+08:00

My forever mintak kene smack , step cute face:D

Err , im finally home.very shagged):
Life has been going smooth , school has been awesome ever since the start of this new term.

POA is getting tougher , the exact reason why i dropped POA during my high school years.
As our very naggy teacher starts on this new topic called "trading , profit& loss and balance sheet" , i started to grin.During my high school years , i could never understand this topic onwards.I just couldnt be bothered , and would end up copying homeworks.Eventually , my name would always be stated in the remedial class's list.
HAHAH.I miss Mr Ryan Wong!(;

But now , obviously i cant afford to ignore this topic onwards since banking requires poa.
Everything seems to get tougher.Well , thats life.

There were 5 absentees on that day.

We celebrated the July babies birthday and coincidentally , Mr Zaki's birthday falls on that particular day.
Happy belated 18th Atikah!(:

I love BB.

2009-07-07T20:12:00.014+08:00

Oops!my hair=S

Yesterday was the first day of school for the new term.
Classmates kaki gerek lah can!:D
Trust me , i look forward to school now.Well , rather than you rot at home.
To add on , classmates cracks jokes like every minute.So , there was never a moment of boredom(:

Now , the total opposite side of the story.

Behind all those smiles and laughter , most of them actually suffered from heart aches.
I dont know why , but it happens at the same time.
Unlucky month for us , said Alimah.

If you know that your heart changes easily , then fuck it.dont leave a heart broken.
If that girl whom you've called "your special one" is not and never your priority , then fuck off.
Easier said ,
If you dont know how to take care of the heart which you've stolen , then dont capture it at the first place.

For some reasons , i was pretty much down today.
Thank you nabilah , for listening.luu gerek!hahahaha.
Im still amazed with your "bestfriend's instinct."
Just how the hell do you know that im somewhere near you , girlfriend?
You know how much i hate to shop alone , its amazing how you could like sense my empty-ness.
HAHA.
I know im crapping already.

School starts at 11 tomorrow!wooohoooo~
I want more more more movieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee , Mr Zaki!:D

I know im losing it.

2009-07-05T20:05:00.011+08:00

Today marks the last day of my school holiday.
Frigging excited on going back to school but at the same time , wished the holidays could extend.Contradicting much?
I am one confused girl.
Anyway , today's post is specially dedicated for my girls , and of course , my sachok sweetheart.HAHA!

Syafiqa and Nabilah!
For the two of you , i wish you all the best for your attachment!
Its gonna be exciting handling real wounds , i would have faint if i have to handle that.
You girls will get real busy after this.Just , dont forget me.All right?
One more thing , always be there for each other(:

Hazwani !
The girl from NYP who complained to me that H1N1 isnt doing its thing.hahaha.
Im meeting you this friday , cant wait:D

Thahirah !
Must be busy in RP with presentations every single day ehk.
Since there is like 77 cases of H1N1 in your school , then you'd better wear a mask lah mcm selenger.hahah.

sayaaang korang.enjoy school and take care hokeh?:D

For you , my sachok boyfriend.HAHAHAH:D

He is someone , whom i would always find fault with,
whom i will always have something to complain about.

but yet,

He is still someone , who would love me with all his heart,
who keeps me strong and moving,
whom i will eventually miss at the end of the day after a quarrel.

You are still , and always will be , my best medicine(:

There is a need , my dear.A need to consider my situation , to put yourself in my shoes.

2009-07-02T20:31:00.013+08:00

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him,
who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat,
or will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
wait for the boy who kisses your forehead,
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats,
who holds your hand in front of his friends,
who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on.
One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU.
The one who turns to his friends and says, that's her.

Remember this quote from an email that were being passed around?

ilysm.

2009-07-02T17:00:00.013+08:00

Im updating now , okay syaf and nab?:D
They complained that i've not been updating my blog.My blog's loyal readers.haha!
A total of 360 pictures were taken.So you can check the rest out at Wanie's facebook.

Awesome day=Awesome girls.

Seoul garden.

Stairs.

Actually , u cn dont mind me.

just wherever.

Peninsular.

Kite ade member baru kat escalator.

Ini kite feeling pussycat dolls lah ehh :D

Classmates for four years!

Carpark.HAHA.

remember this place , after our wangi jadi saksi(:

A SCENE FROM BOYS OVER FLOWERS!:D

Rooftop.

You girls meant the world.
Thanks you , for still keeping our friendship alive.

2009-06-24T22:34:00.002+08:00

With my brother(:

I cant get enough of browsing through all the photo albums at home!

I wish i could rewind back time.
When i could smile to every day ,
when i could never understand and find the meaning of loneliness ,
when heart aches never occur ,
when im still clueless about everything.

Reality hits.
Im a 17 year-old girl now.

2009-06-23T16:06:00.012+08:00

He laughed at what im trying to do.

Farhan.

MashyMashy!

Slay.Didi.

Now where's that beautiful Isha's photo?!

2009-06-22T16:57:00.022+08:00

Bored laaah.

Bedah.

Ini Mat "Salleh"

Wanie!

Tags reply:
Suria & Nisa : linked. Leha & Zai : re-linked. Hajar : im doing fine syg.we'll meet up soon yeaah. Thahirah : alar~kau da start skola seeeyh. Shak : love it too!:D Nabilah : updated :D Haini:da update syg(: Fique : i love you too.

A bowling tournament between several mosque was held last saturday.
Though i came late , i still get to cheer for the boys and girls team.gereek you know:D
We celebrated atiqah lee and haqeem's bday as well.
Then zul , haqeem , atiqah lee , noh , matin and i head to ayer rajah food court to eat.
Our plan was actually to head to west coast park , but it was already late and it was drizzling by then.We actually waited for a bus for the whole 45 minutes.Trust me , we crapped.
We're like having our own picnic at the bustop -.-
I even counted how far was the distance of the lightning from us(baru belajar):D

As for netball tournament at kallang , it was a good experience

You girls did well!:D
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Was on the phone with bestfriend earlier on.
I pitied her , for always having to listen to my curses and cries.
The thing is,we always face problems on almost the same situation at the same time.
It has always been like that since ever.
I miss her.I miss having her by my side.Like my pillar of strength , she is.
Lets get those problems over and done with ayh babe.i love you.

Happy Belated Four Months Dearest!
For the past few weeks , life's been hectic for us yeah?
I apologise for not trusting you.
Now i feel so bad , that im missing you more.
Im waiting for your presence now.Come home soon,love.

2009-06-07T22:41:00.013+08:00

My holiday will only start in a week's time , so im still schooling tomorrow.
I cant seem to head to my lalaland tonight , and its already half-past 11 now.
Im annoyed , frustrated and i feel like cursing the whole world.
Tell me , how do you even get to sleep peacefully in this kind of situation?

A-zuu-rul says:
okayokay dun talk bout it luuu relakkks ah wahahaha luuu pegii minum itu air byk2 skit ahhh.. biar kasiii hatii luuu sejuuukk skit hahah

& i get that from Azrul.okaay , i laughed like whaaaaaaat !:D

I've got like so much to update , buy my mind's blank right now):

I feel bad for abandoning this blog.Memories were being kept in here.
Lets hope that i could do a proper update soon yeaah.

2009-05-24T18:52:00.010+08:00

Tags reply.

Syaf : hahaha.jyeaaah him:D
Deelarh : done.
Fadilah : i think so too(;
Kak Ayien : hopefully it will get better.im like suffering already.hahaha.Thank You(:
Haini : yessah.i saw u!hahahahaha.im fine syg.thanks(:
Haqeem : QEEEEM!cheer up.lets cheer up together-gether:D
Ekin : hahaha.EKIN!aku miss kau lagy rabak oiiXD lols.
Wanie : Done!(:

I am so in love with my blog song:D

Hey , i was thinking.
Lets all go to East Coast Park to roller-blade or cycle in June , again!
Okay that was on a random note.
But lets go out sooon expressos , pleaaaaassssssseeeeee!:D

Trip to LTA with classmates on Wednesday was certainly enjoyable.
Effing cool! We're like "wow"-ing to every single thing we saw there.hahah!
We did take tons of pictures together-its at Alimah's facebook(:

Had NAPFA test on thursday.
After like half a year of not running 2.4 , glad i made it through,though my timing sucks.
Head home , wash up , and head back to school for parents meeting session.
Our Course's Section Head give a talk to our parents at the banking hall , and we slack in the hall to watch Step Up 2 till it ends.gerek la GANG:-P
Ouh yah.I met Haini in the school's canteen.There goes our BIG HUGG!:D
She was there to attend kak shasha's parents meeting.
Sayang, dont let your mid-year grades pull you down ayh.Lets get that 10 points babe!:D

Ouhhhhhhhh im having exams next week , and the week after.
Wish me luck yeah people.

Nabilah actually remembered my monthsary , that girl is such a sweetheart(;

And as for you ,

Happy Belated 3rd Monthsary , Love♥

Im blessed , just to have you in my life.
We'll last , that's my one and only wish.

2009-05-16T12:35:00.009+08:00

BB's Malay Girls (:

Tags Reply.

Haini : 21st May terserempak?where at?I should look forward to that day!
Haaziq : I miss you too Mat rep(;
Uthman : Lamer tk online eh?been busy and lazy lah awak.Dont need to miss me too much:D
Insyirah : Done(:
Fique : Haha.I love my boyfriend too ♥
Yum : Waahh.that was a random one!hahah.thanks for dropping by(:
Muss : You're re-linked!Iqah jawabkn ehk.Fique giler mcm biaser and im in clementi , banking services(:
Nashrul : Nash!of course i remember you.hahah.thank you,all the best for your O level too!
Sarah : Linked.
Aqilah : Linked , cousin(:
Syaf : Heyy Ank Subhi.Imy too!we'll meet up soon girl ♥
Nabilah : Anak sadali.hahah.updated ♥
Mashy: Updated Mashy , and i da add.jgn majok!hahah:D
Wanie : Aku rindu kau jgk! Like i told Syaf , we'll meet up soon in June ♥

There is so much to update about.
School's been keeping me busy , and life has been good?=/

While i was in the bus omw home from school , i met Wei Ming.
Syaf!Remember Wei Ming?
The one who sits infront of us in class and would get bullied by us every now and then.
We would randomly poke/throw things at him , then would give the "i-never disturb-u" face when he turn around.
We even changed his name to Ming Wei , and then get used to calling him that.hahah!

Oh wells~
Even small events like that is treasured and remembered.
I miss 4E3 , i miss the Expressos and i miss my N.A clique.
In short , I miss being a student in Yuan Ching.I really do):

Reading a short paragraph from Wanie's post on 28 of April , reminds me of myself.
The part where she stated ,

"I really really need to blog cause theres no one else I can dump this shitty feelings.

Im really pissed with myself for still being unable to adapt and be
my usual self.Im always all down and moody and quiet since , weeks
ago like theres a whole load of burden for me to carry. Like , wtf?
Im not as hyper as i used to be , Im not myself like how I used to be.
Im not me , Dont you think this is freaking irritating? "

That totally reflects me like , a mirror.
Chat with Wanie the other day , and we high-fived to most of the things we're talking about.We're like in an exactly similar situation.
I miss that girl , i miss being her classmate for that 4 wonderful years.
It was awesome having her around you most of the time.I love you , Wanie.

Im already in tears as i type this out.

I wanted to be that iqah who would sing her heart out whenever she feels like it , even in class , and then claimed the title of being the "Princess Of Pop" by her friends.
I wanted to have the large circle of friends that i used to have then.
I wanted to laugh my ass off like i used to every single day , without fail.
I wanted to have that group of friends whom i can i confide in every single time im in dilemma.

I find myself , very sensitive nowadays.
Easily feel neglected , even if that someone didnt mean to neglect me.

Yesterday , i was feeling all shitty.
Then as i woke up for morning prayers today , i was being surprised by a text message from boyfriend.Obviously , it has been ages since he would text me randomly after i sleep cos we're both beat from a whole day in school.
And whenever he did that , it would certainly makes the start of my day.

After reading , i was already in tears.
The first thing i did in the morning as soon as i woke up was to be in tears.
Can you believe it?im a cry baby.

How did you know that i badly need to hear those words from you?
How did you know that i was feeling all neglected and shitty these days?
How did you know that i miss having you all to myself?

When i thought im going to lose it all , u came back.
I love you , just so much.

2009-04-24T21:20:00.005+08:00

I seemed to appreciate friends more than everything else now.
Will be meeting classmates for NDP tomorrow.

Bestfriend called me just now! Finally i get to hear her voice after soo long):
Frankly , my heart jumps for joy when i received a phone call from her.
How i wish you were around to listen to my rants , how i wish i could hug and cry to you again.
I've got so much to say , but now i guess i'll just have to keep it to myself cause no one understands me better than you do.
I really miss you nabilah):

As for you my special one ,do listen to the song on my profile.
Kindly wait for it to load(:

I seemed to be getting the love's fact.

2009-04-20T13:41:00.011+08:00

SHHH.Dont comment on this face.teeeheeeXD

Tags reply.

Uthman:tu phone matayek sayer.teeehee~
Bedah:aku pon misss kaaaau!
Haini:hahahaha.sorry eh , skrg baru wish bole.and ape quiz nie nk kene uat?XD Wanie:updated.and , kau giler?siape nk luperkan kau , my classmate for 4 years.WANIE GEREK!:D
Syaf:relink-ed(:
Jassy:Linked.i tk knal amira , maybe she's in different class.im in BB.anyways , thanks for linking me up, schoolmate(:

Im on MC today and that explains why im blogging here at this hour(;
Dearest friends , and also boyfriend starts school today.
I hope everything would turn out to be fine for them on their first day of school(:

I've not been blogging for the past few weeks , reason being , im occupied:D
Mainly , hiking at bukit timah hill and trip to kent ridge park with youth alive friends.
Camp in the mosque for 2 days and 1 night-played futsal at fico and rock climbing, where i also get to see boyfriend at 5am in the morning when i attend the morning prayers:D
Take a look at my facebook for the photos(:

Not forgetting , i've witnessed how our malay dancers fair.
They deserve that GOLD.congrats dancers!:D

School starts a week ago , and im starting to steadily enjoying it(:

Imagine after you're beat from your first day of orientation in school , your boyfriend fetch you home despite him being tired after a long day in school too.
Then when you reach home , mum opens the door to welcome you home with her warm smile.
She then prepared food for you and enjoyed listening to your story on how your first day of school went.
Then you had your dad , who came home from work and constantly gets worried about your journey to school , because all your life , you've never had to go to school outside of your housing area before.
Your brother , who gets home from work and indirectly ask about your first day of school by adding jokes into it so that you wont feel awkward telling him about your life in school.
Sweet~

Last Friday , we had a class bond where all of us walked to clementi central to have our lunch and fact is up- they are a bunch of fun and crazy people!wooowooo~
I love BB(thats my class name)! cute kan?hahahahah.

Again , my form teacher mentioned this phrase on the first day of school, which Mr Wong has ever uttered before.
"You only need a few friends in life , the ones who would stay true to you."
Well , i've found mine(:

Infact , i also have a boyfriend who never failed to be there.
Im like a happy girl living in a colourful world now.hahahhh!
Happy 2nd monthsary bby(:
Sayaaang awak sangat sangat♥

I'll do a proper post next time.
Till then.

XOXO(:

2009-04-02T22:42:00.004+08:00

Its one am in the morning , and its April Fool's Day yesterday.

Me:Erm b.actually i got something to tell you ahh.
Fique:What is it dee~?
Me:Erm.my dad just told me that his company is shifting to Belgium.So most probably , we'll have to migrate there too=S
Fique:WHAT?!?!?Dee!JGN MAEN2 EHK!TAK KLAKA TAU!R U SERIOUS?
Me:erm.yar.

Then he called.Being a sweeet girlfriend then(my turn!XD) , i mentioned about 'today's date' and that was when he realized that i was indeed only pulling a prank on him.BAAAH.
I was literally laughing my ass off lurh.Takleh angkx:D

....

Its eight in the morning , and i get a text msg from azrul informing me that he passed his exams!
waaawaaaaaaweeeeeeeeeee~gerek peh!Congratulations ayhh youu!:D

Met up with Fadilah at around 2.30pm after her school ends , and make our way to Penin to get her stuffs.We had our laughs over some really pathetic things la.SSHHHHHHHH:D
Iqah sayaaaaaaaang awaakkk(:

Then , Fique joined us and Fadilah head home.
Err , we walked around esplanade and marina square.
Fique insist on watching a movie ,so we make our way to vivoo laah.standard~

Yes , we catch confessions of a shopaholic(;

Reach home at around 10.30 , and mum was like , "keluar ngan boyfrienddd keee?"
Hahahahah!you guess it right muuummm(;

Happy 17th Haini(:

OMG!such a boring post-.-"
Really wasnt in a mood to update.heh.
Ouh friends , look forward for my next post jyeaah?

XOXO

2009-03-31T12:51:00.023+08:00

Tags reply.

Hajar.Haqeem:puji2 nanti kembang orhhh die.
Syaf:Im like finally updating now.hahahah.Fique ckp awk very supportive lah,gi layankan die nye merepekXD
Ira:Yes.thanks for dropping by , though its an accidental one(:
Isnani:tk normal make it sound like im an alien rigght?if u dont get what he means , its about my hair colour*hinthint*(;
Nabilah:aku tk hilang.still around , safe , sound and pretty.BAAAAAAAH:D
Uthman:hahaha.okayokay.tc of yourself(:
Nas:hahahah.die perasan sweet jer kaan.anyways , ure linked(:
Deelarh:HOTSTUFF!hahah.im gooooood toooo,thank you(:

Fadilah volunteered to make this blogskin for me. tk suroo ehh.hahaha.
Its gorgeous!Thankss babe(:

Where do i start?ouh-i-so-regret for dragging things now=S
We'll start off with the latest happenings lah kaan.

Ouhouh i just got home from my school & i think , i am so going to love my new uniform and school! wooowwooooo~

Sunday , 29.03.2009

Youth Alive with Ustaz Mateen(standing , second from the left)

Attended youth alive class in the morning and Fiqh science module has come to an end.
So ,take care Ustaz Mateen.Hope to see you around in the near future(:

Went home , get changed and offfff to meet my man who already waited under my block for like 30 mins.heh.
We roam around chinese garden and Fique forced me to climb up the seven-storey pagoda.pfft.ini mamat ehh.
After awhile , we walked all the way to science centre to grab a bite at mcdonalds and also played around with the most scientific things on earth!okay,i was being sarcastic.
We got home at around 10 laah kaaan.heh!
Like you said , it was indeed a magical day(;
I ♥ youu boyfrieeeeeeeeend!heh.

Saturday , 28.03.2009

4E3's class gathering!wooooohooooooo~

My girls , the ones i stick with most of the time♥

I enjoyed my day , i really do & i ♥, every single one of youu
Will be missing you bunch of crazy classmates):
XOXO

Happy 17th Kumar(:

27.03.2009

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Gambar zaman kunooXD

Happy 17th Hajar!iqah sayaaaaang dier♥

Stay happy with Wan,orh babe(:

I am so sure that i missed out on some other things which im supposed to update here.
A lesson to be learnt -i wont draaaaaaag things anymore(;

2009-03-25T18:27:00.003+08:00

Hey there.

Fique here updating for Iqah yet again(again D ehk!).

Reason being,i had repeatedly told her to update bt she refuses to and insist that i wait for it patiently.

Soooooo~.

Can all of you Atiqah blog readers,friends,closefriends,bestfriends,(better not be any other boyfriend.haha) please tag at Iqah's tagboard and ask her to update pls.

I'm sure all of you wud want to see her post rather den mine ryte?

So,yar.

Help me by doing that and i cn assure you that u'll see a post by Iqah.

When,i don't know.Must ask her.

Oh!And you don't have to fork out a single cent just by tagging(isn't it great??something free in Singapore for once!!haha).

I'm just saying.

=).

Anyways,the purpose of me blogging here besides wanting to ask for help from all of you is actually to reply the tags and to tell all of you something VERY important!

Let's start of with the tag replies shall we?

to azreen and wanie: hey..thanks..haha..i'm very sure u're just saying abt the post and not the person ryte?..lol..kidding ayh..=D

to farah: same qtn that i've asked azreen and wanie goes to u too..haha..and about the funny part,well,i'll take that as a compliment and yar.i do try my best to make ppl laugh almost evrytime..i'm guessing i'm successful in that post huh?..hahx..thanks for the compliment btw..=)

to hello:D : i'm going to assume that u're bedah..haha!..aku giler ehk bedah?..giler2 pon kwn baek kau(referring to iqah) nk jugak..haha!..sweet ehk?..itu part,i got no say..up to you and the rest to judge..thanks anyway..=)

to FADILAH: fad!!..stop it siak!!..haha..ur lameness i can't stand!!..=P

to yasser: haha..erm,thanks for the compliment dude..appreciate it..=)

to hajar: sweet ehk?..haha..okay~..up to all of you to be the judge..all i can do is say,thanks..=D

Okay.

I guess i'm pretty much done with the tag replies.

Now i guess,i have to tell all of you something VERY important.

I don't know if important is the proper word to use,but i'll just use it for the sake of using.

=D.

I'm sure most of you readers are friends of Iqah ryte?

So I guess it's safe to say all of you know how her appearence is and all ryte?

I can't announce it in bold and huge font here cause i'm afraid girlfriend will come and chase me wit a machette.

So i'll just leave you all a clue and say,

IQAH LOOKS MORE LIKE A NORMAL PERSON NOW!

(don't kill me girlfriend please..=S)

So,i've given all of you the clue.

Go figure what it means.

(and while you're doing that,pray for me that i don't get slaughtered by Iqah.=S)

Alright.

That's all from me today.

Yet another random post,just hope you guys enjoyed it just as much as u guys did on the previous one.

Take Care.

I LOVE YOU GIRLFRIEND

2009-03-21T23:51:00.003+08:00

Good Evening to all.

My name is Md Syafiq.

a.k.a Iqah's Boyfriend.

*jeng3*

the reason why i'm blogging fer her tonight is because,my oh-so-jambu(that's what she says.haha) girlfriend is oh-so-lazy to update.

so,being the kind soul and sweet boyfriend that i am(*ehem2*),i've actually volunteered to help her blog.

this post is very random.

so bear with it ok you Atiqah blog readers.

OH!

and better appreciate it ehk D.

anyways,if anyone wants to knw,i'll just share a little about me.

Syafiq is my name.

My friends call/spell my name as fique for short.

Going to be 18 on the 27th August of this year(reason i highlighted the age is because Iqah insist that i am still a boboy.-_-)

Just finished O lvls last year and am currently waiting for poly to start.

I'm taking Diploma in Nautical Studies in SP(anyone out there same course as me,do tag at Iqah's tagboard ok.make friend's so i won't be lonely in school.haha.=D)

well,that's all about me.

OH WAIT!

I forgot to mention.

one most important thing you should know about me,I LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND ALOT.

(jgn nak sengih2 ehk D.pipi meletop nanti.haha.=P)

so,yar.that's all.

I would love to update about my 1st monthsary with gf.

However,i believe she's going to type a post about that,leaving me with nothing to blog.

Heh.

Alright readers.

Before i start blaberring more nonsense,i better leave before u all make up ur mind of not wanting to come back to Iqah's blog after reading this post of mine.

So,yar.

Take Care Ayte.

I LOVE YOU GIRLFRIEND.=)

2009-03-20T23:17:00.001+08:00

Breathe slow.

2009-03-19T22:04:00.015+08:00

Kimi.Acap.Haaziq.Zai&Leha(:

On Monday , i head down to wild wild wet with my n.a clique.
One word to describe-GEREK dokk!ahahaha.
We tried on most of the slides , and the most scary and aggressive one would be SLIDE UP.
Crazy crazy crazy.i bite my lips so hard that i left a small cut on it-.-"

Acap,Leha,Bedah,Zai,Kimi,Hajar,Wan,Haaziq,Ami,Andre& Danna.
Thanks for the awesome daayyyy:D
Saayaang korangg(;

And today , we were supposed to meet at 12noon,at the bustop infront of YCSS.
I only woke up at 11.30am , giving mum the 'ouh-shit-im-late' face.HAHAHAHA!
So i rushed , just wore whatever that i saw first in my closet and zooooooooooom~
Zooom Yuan Ching!~hahaha.ok that was LAME-.-

Collect my 'ouh-so-not-pleasing-to-look-at' O lvl cert and my 'pretty-nicely-written' testimonials , then head off to vivo to catch Mall Cop.gerek peee citeeee.woohoooooooooo~
We were laughing out so heartily cause the movie was hilarious.funneeeeeeeeyhhhh:D
Go watch go watch!(;

We then fill our 1/4 filled stomach with ljs food at the rooftop.
Wanie ask if something was bothering me cos i tend to get high at times , and then will simmer down and slowly gets blurr.I make it sound like im insane!hahah.Im not ehh , just that my stomach's not feeling good baybeeh.

Thahirah bought her school bag , and most of the time we just crapped.
The most fun part would be the train ride home.
That was when, we have to end up being like sardines and then i would start my minah talk.
Like calling faez and yasser "brother"(the minah-ish way) , okaay you guys confirm can imagine that right?That is so me lah when i start to crap.sheesh~

Wish Nabilah was around though , so i can make u happy , shalala~its so nice to be happy~shalala.okkkk.shhhhhhhhh.teringt farah's blogpostXD

Conv. with yasser.

Yasser: ehh , actually arini aku nk emo mood taw.Kau ah nie , buat aku tk jadi emo.
Me: nak emo gi tepi longkang ah*ugly laugh*

If you guys realise , i've crapped alot in today's post.Its called random post lorh.hahahah.

Nights you'll.

BIIG HUUUUUGGGGG(;

2009-03-13T23:22:00.003+08:00

Dont mind my playlist , i'll amend it soon(:

2009-03-12T23:51:00.004+08:00

This boyfriend of mine merely woke me up from my beauty sleep , so that i could accompany him to the bank somewhere near Westpoint Family Hospital to settle his school fees.
Cekik darah right he?pfft XD

Since i need to get a birthday gift for my cousin , i text-ed Fadilah and ask her to join us at jurongpoint cause i know , Fique tk tawu shop.HAHAH!
Sorry b , cant help but to blurt out about you here(:

Beddaaaahhh , thanks for coming down to jurong greens to have a chat with me just now.
Sayaaaaaaaaang awaaak(;

Officially , my brother has completed his full time National Service today.
Its nothing big ah , but somehow seeing his cert makes me proud maaaan.hahaha.
I hope , he could proceed with his own career after this , and succeed in life(:

2009-03-11T23:14:00.008+08:00

In this picture , the only ones you , my dear friends , would recognise would be Fadilah , Haqeem , Fique and Me.
Spot us spot us:D

That sunday was a meaningful one.It might be an eye-opener for some of us who simply , in a way , cant seem to appreciate the blissful life we're living in now.
Those little kids , they seemed to enjoy every single activities that were being organised.
You cant really get to see their sufferings , cause they played like a normal healthy human being.
All they ever need, was a cure.

♥Youth Alive clan

Monday , 9th of March.

The plan with my youth alive clan was to actually head to pulau ubin.
But since it was raining and someone woke up late , we decided to meet at 2pm and head to vivoXD
Its more like a get-to-know session.We sat in a circle and some of them merely express their heart out.Be it about something personal , love , habits , life story.Just anything.
It was effing cold for the whole day that i almost froze to death(exaggerating)XD
We catch Marley&Me at 7pm.Overall , the storyline was pretty good , the ending especially(:

Psssst.Isnani , thanks alot yeeah for backing up for me.You know , i know(;

Fique fetch me at Lakeside , spend some quality time together and gt home at 11.

Suddenly , im like getting all EGGcited about school(inside joke) :D

2009-03-05T13:37:00.016+08:00

Like finally , i get to meet Nabilah yesterday.We head to Vivo , by the way.
To have her by my side is akin to having a sister whom you could share everything with.
Be it something really personal , or something which bothers you.It could just be anything.
I prayed hard , hoping that i would never get to suffer the pain of losing someone dear like you.
You could always count on me , simply because i've ever been crushed too(:

Nabilah and I had a cup of tea at banquet while waiting for Fique and Yass.
Soon after , Yasser took Nabilah home.Thank you ehk Nabb for accompanying me:D

Bf and I catch Slumdog millionaire at GVmax and yes , the theatre was simply awesome.
Even bf got amazed XD
Then , ate at LJS.As usual , i'll take my own sweet time to eat and end up not finishing the food.
That is so me laah kaan(;

Took 30 home and despite my camera's bad quality(as you can see later on) , we continued to camwhored to kill time.Who cares kaaan kalau gambar blurr.Kalau org da lawa , lawa jgk.
HAHAH!So bitchy.
Meet up with Fam and Fad at Juronglakepark(like standard procedure laarh)XD , by 8 plus.
And head home at around 10pm.

Out of 60 pictures , these are the only erm .. fine ones? XD
Some of it is still blur , my baad.

2009-02-26T07:33:00.031+08:00

22nd of Feb 2009

There is like tons of pictures.So kalau interested , do check out the pictures at my facebook ehh(:

My 17th birthday turn out to be fabulous , just so fabulous.
Never thought that the outing with Youth Alive people would also turn out to be my birthday celebration , really tak terfikir pon.

Upon reaching Pastamania , Fadilah and Isnani sneaked out to buy a birthday cake for me.
& when they got back , everyone sang a birthday song for me!
IMAGINE AH , THAT TIME IM LIKE SUPER DUPER GILER NYE TOUCHED!:D
Speechless , and i feel like im the QUEEN OF THE WORLD XD

Fadilah,Isnani,Atiqah,Syafiqa,Shaifful,Ikmal,Mat Noh,Faizul,Hairul,Matin,Haqeem,Farhan&Zul.
Thanks korg , thanks alot for the dayy(:

Later on , we split.
Shaifful , Ikmal , Faizul , Haqeem , Matin , Fadilah and I went to bowl at Bukit Batok , yes , at our graduation place(:
After we bowled , it rained heavily.
So Shaifful did his job by ensuring that everyone reach the bustop without getting drenched since we got only one umbrella.But in the end , basah jugak cause he jump in the puddle , splashing water as a "birthday gift" for me .BUDGET!hahaahXD

Not forgetting , to every single soul who text-ed me , tags at my tagboard , send me wishes through facebook.THANK YOU!(:
&& Adam actually called and sang a full birthday song for me.kambeeng , aku touched laagy:D

Abang bought a bag for me , Kak Ayien and Azrul got me VANS shoe , Bedah bought me a dress.awww~

And yesterday , iqah went to catch valkyrie with the bf.
I swear i dont know wth the movie is about.But yeaaah.apape laahXD
After that , met up with Fad and Fam.Head to superbowl , to show off my lousy bowling skills.
Reach home at round 10.

Ehh , malas seh nk update nie blog.
Ouh for now , im chatting like crazy with Syaf.
I love her.thanks for hearing me out yeeaah babe?(:

Okay im like so hype now , donnoe why.
Pardon me for my lousy english lah okaay?:D

For now , im like a happyhappy girl.

2009-02-19T20:25:00.008+08:00

West coast park outing turns out to be better than what i've expected , all thanks to Yasser!(:
&& to Tyra too , for the pasta and brownies.Brownies die sedaaaaaaap!

Finally , this time Widya , Wirda , Azreen , Umi and Suhana joined us.
Best lahh korg , thanks for coming!:D

Okay stop it with my thank-ing session eh

So we played TABOO , for 6 rounds i think.That game was effing cooooool lahh seyh!
But , i think i suck at it.Standard ah iqah.hahah(:

We head home after jumping , running around , swinging , spinning and screaming.
I make it sound like we're apes lost in the jungle.haha.apaperlaah.

Then we took 30 home , sat with syaff again and yeaah , we shared our love story as usual.

So before heading home , i met up with my Mr Titanic at jurong lake park.
Well , he was late by more than 30 mins!Siape star karat nie eh skrg(:
But i should say that its worth waiting for you cause suddenly , everything seems to spark.
Ever heard of the love bug song by jonas brothers? kalau blom , gi dgr ehhXD
Your sincere confessions leaves me breathless.
& i love you , like alot(:

2009-02-13T13:51:00.010+08:00

The only girls from my normal acad clique , including LEHA , excluding that small girl(:

Yasser!

This is Ami , my favourite boy(:

Atiqah's reaction=priceless

WINDY!

I realised that i have to widen my eyes moremoremore when camwhoring. pfft -________-

Ouh and im wearing my sec four class tshirt , Ami pon!hahahah.kate jiwer(:

Finally after eons(cheyyy), i get to hang out with my normal acad clique again and it gives me a huge sense of satisfaction , really.

Several reasons why i love hanging out with them.
1.You get to feel the love and care around.
2.You get to feel the warmth in their sincere friendship.
3.They always makes me feel welcomed though i came from a different stream , which to me , makes no difference at all.Secondary life is over anyways , so we're all fair.
4.I can let my whole heart out cause they are always willing to listen and understand.
5.They are the ones who pulls me up when i am all alone, and i wont forget that.

There are tons more , but i've stated all the main points.
I cant thank them enough.

Before heading home , i took a glance at every single one of them.
Suddenly , questions start popping out.

When can i ever meet you guys again?
When can i feel this secure again?
When can we hang out like we used to do during sec four?

Everything seems to rhyme.
Not being all emotional shit here , but losing them will ache bad.

Hope we'll stay the way we are now.
Iqah sayang korang tawws(:

2009-02-12T14:10:00.002+08:00

Ever watch this video before , and i came across it again today.
Kalau nk tgk , pause lah lagu saye dulu yerr(:

2009-02-10T23:00:00.021+08:00

Due to such a popular demand , i'll update this blog of mine okaayXD

07.02.2009

Another expresso outing and this time , its rollerblading at ECP!
Despite the fact that i actually fell on my butt once , everything else went smooth.
It was tiring , but indeed very fulfilling(:
We took bus 30 home.Long ride-but the beautiful night view , heart to heart convo with Syaf certainly kills the time(:

10.02.2009

Should i say i was late for the date?aww im late for my first date with you , Mr Titanic.
bwaaahahahahahaa!sembarang eh sembarangXD

Meet up with Fadilah , her Mr.Incredible and monster inc.-Fique.youu yg ckp ehh(:
Its a double date , luckily it was , cause it was nerve-wrecking to meet this Mr Titanic dude:D
Also , we happen to bring the same bag you see(:
Catch 'The Wedding Game' , and you know i know , i keep on talking to this dude beside me in the cinema.
Then had dinner at LJS ,where i saw MASHY!(excited,waved frantically at her):D
So those two guys , they were laughing their ass off over their 'inside jokes' which obviously leaves me clueless -.-"
Head to Juronglakepark anddddddd baleeeek at 9plusplus.

Now , look at the 1st picture.Nur Atiqah's hair needs treatmeenttttt!):
And my hair is not actually that messy.
I was playing see-saw with Fique , so blame the wind! alasanXD

Thanks for the dayy , yeaah yoouuu.
It was aweeeesome hanging out with you.
Rock on my Mr Titanic(:

2009-02-06T23:31:00.005+08:00

Messy hair , who cares?
Iqah sayang Nurul Fadilah Bte Hashim(:

Shiaaat , im down with flu):
Nabilah will go "atiqah sakit?biar btol?!"*evil laughs*
knknkknkkknnkn?
She will always be my favourite sarcastic bitch(:

I swear i dont know what to blog about today , but i do feel like blogging -.-"
So lets go along with my flow yeeaaah~

Firstly , im missing my normal acad friends ):

Second , i've got my own Mr Titanic! (:

Third , im going out with my express clique tomorrow (:

Fourth , my birthday is coming soon lahh seeyy.hhuhuu~

Fifth , im tired of thinking about the youth alive project.

Sixth , i really hope that haqeem will recover soon.

Seventh , Congrats to Syaf , Nabilah and Yasser for making it to your nursing courseee!

Now im off?
yeah stupid post.enjoy reading yeeaaah.hahahah.

BYE!

2009-02-05T21:04:00.008+08:00

i know , muke mintak kene smack.diam ehh.

All i ask for was , for you to be you , the one who will be there for me when i'm at my lowest.
I simply cant repay you for your kindness , for being there throughout my whole secondary four life.
So far , you have been the best , the best friend that i could ever get.
My deepest apologies for not being able to love , to accept you.
You've been waiting for more than a year now , there is so much sincerity in you.

Being able to enter poly life , you'll have a bright future.
Trust me , you'll do waay waay better without me.
You've carried too much burden , by listening to my rants and problems.

You'll always be ranked as the first , under friends , in my heart.
I just hope we could be like during the past , every day crapping about random stuffs.

Typing out this post , im trying hard to control my tears.
This shows how much i love our friendship , but i simply cant be yours.
You are someone , very dear to me.
We've been through ups and downs together , so please keep our friendship alive.

There is so much to say , but i'll end it here.

Not forgetting ,

Happy15 months to Uthman and Your Gf!(:

2009-02-04T20:56:00.005+08:00

Get well soon , mummm(:

I dunnoe what to update now.I'll update tomorrow ayh.

2009-02-02T14:36:00.007+08:00

Pardon me for not updating for more than a week already.Can say its due to the lazybumbum disease which attacks me every now and then.huhuuu~
I'll make it short then.

24th-25th January.
Chalet at EastCoastPark with family,cousins,uncles,aunts,nephews,nieces.Usual stuff like bbq , swimming,cycling and games fill up our days.The only thing is , iqah lack of sleep so end up having panda eyes liosxsxsxsxsx):
tak cunn lah (;

26th January.
To West Coast park with family and momzie's friends to have a look at the eclipse-which only occur once in every 20 years!
I can actually see a crescent moon covering 3/4 of the sun , that is when i wear shades or squint my eyes laaaah.Its preeeetttty!
Andd west coast park is filled maaaannn.Lets go there someday for our outing yeeaah peopleee!:D
Okay then after that , we went bowling at west coast recreation till 12midnight.huhu~

27th January.
Went swimming at jurong east with urm.. the same people who went to the chalet.hahahah.
I dunoe how to elaborate more lahhXD
Then meet up with Nabilah,Kumar and Yass(:

28th January.
Went out with Nabilah again to buy her jeans and also presents for my dad.

29th January.
My dad's birthday!:D

31st January.
That saturday night was awesome!Fityan organized a BBQ and there was some youth alive friends and other people that i dont know.There were games like musical chair , SPLAT and amazing race.Imagine urself running around the mosque like crazy:D
okay best.

Now im off to airport!
Finally , updated some crap here , Uthmaaan(:

I'll try doing a proper update next time laah okaaay.

To you you , i love you!(:

2009-01-24T11:45:00.012+08:00

Happy 17th Faez!!:D

Meet idris , my ex-boyfriend(:(any idea why i had that stupid face on?-.-")

Amiii<3

Atiqah muke tk perluXD

Was delighted to meet a whole load of them yesterday.Most of them turned up , and it creates the so kecoh atmosphere:D

Catch up with Nabilah on the way back home.When i have her by my side , i tend to express everything out which disturbs me , which makes me sad , happy and so on.
There is just something , a bond or a feeling between us that will never fade.
Iloveyoouubestfriend.

Not forgetting , Happy 1yr2 months to Leha and Zai!
2 days back , 2yrs and 8months for Farah and Huzai too!XD

Ehh im off to chalet now.See you guys in three days time:D

2009-01-23T13:22:00.003+08:00

Part of expressos with NABILAH too(:

Karaoked(sp?) with some of the expressos yesterday at west coast cc.
I love you guys , and hope this friendship will be an everlasting one.
Not to worry , we've cracked our brains to plan for more outing , so we dont have to miss each other too much:D

Im going to Taman Jurong Superbowl later at 3 , to celebrate Faez's birthday.
Everyone is welcomed.DO come DO come!The more the merrier:D

2009-01-20T21:23:00.003+08:00

`ami. says:
jiwe bler dh start skolah jgn lupe aku taw
`ami. says:
MUHAMMAD AMIRUL HAFIZ BIN AHMAD SAFARUDIN
`ami. says:
ingt tu
`ami. says:
=)

pfft.i feel like crying.

2009-01-20T13:03:00.012+08:00

My oh-so-sleepy-really-cannot-take-it-anymore-face:D

Last sunday was rockin'!
Youth Alive class at mosque which i attend on every sunday morning , it has been for two weeks now.
Thank God mum signed me in.If not, i wouldn't get to interact with all these FUN people!:D
Haqeem and Fadilah was with me too!Saaayaaang korg bnyk2<3

Then off to cousin's engagement ceremony!
She looks stunning!kater sdare aku:D

Also , im looking forward to this week.
-Movie date with Adam and Falin
-Karaoke with my expressos!-that was Yass and Ami's plan.Huhu~
Dont ask me "why karaoke?". i dont know:D
-Chalet at East Coast with family on Saturday.Finally , meeting cousinskuu:D

2009-01-14T21:14:00.006+08:00

Wellwellwell.
For once , i really think of how to prevent myself from getting hurt again.

I guess i have to miss you time and again.
I dont really fancy the feeling of having to miss you , how i wish you could always appear before my eyes.
I might not be beautiful , cute , gorgeous , pretty , attractive , dazzling , elegant , stunning , lavish , lovely(well i can continue) , but i just hope i could be the perfect one for you.
Im really falling for you , boy(:

Last but not least ,

Happy 17th Yasser!:D

2009-01-13T21:54:00.004+08:00

Ade orang menyelit!huhu~

To dearest Hazwani Binte Omar ,

Happy 17th Birthday LOVE!~

Aku sayang banget sama kamu.Congrats and study hard in poly allright?Must never forget Iqaah!(:

XOXO.

Im going to higher nitec , most prolly at ITE clementi(if i get the course that i want laaah)
I am really satisfied now.Thinking back , i shouldnt have cry baadly back then.huhu~
Taking the longer route would be better for me , judging from my own capabilities.
So no sweat ayh?:DD

AZRUUUUULL , thank you for the guidance.
Waah he really help me out in choosing and giving opinions,thanks aloot!

Kumar , and those who get to enter poly but are not satisfied with ur results , iqah urge you to think twice and cheer up!Compared to me , who doesnt even get a chance to enter poly.
YOU SEE YOU SEE!you guys are going to get your diploma waay earlier than me(:

Im meeting them people at street soccer tomorrow , Yasser ajak(:
WOOOOOHOOOO.

I love sume org!
I love boyfriend aku jugak(:

2009-01-08T21:28:00.007+08:00

Happy 17th Nabilah!(:

If we will have to go on our seperate ways , i hope you'll store all our memories in your heart.
All i could ask for , is that you must take great care of yourself okayh babe?(:

I only slept at 3am yesterday, thanks to that kecoh Uthman.Huhuu:D
Being my msn buddy for a year now , we know each other pretty well.
Someone i really turn to and can count on these days , when i get fcuked up from being a loner.
Was on the phone with him from 12.55am till 2.35 am(aku semangat kire cos berbual mcm dah 10 jam gituXD) , indeed he made my day with his usual kecoh-ness-.-"
But dont be mistaken okay , we are just good friends.He's taken , well i am too.

Somehow , he have this very similar feature with haikal-his voice , that curly hair , fair-skinned.
But thats not the reason why i am close with him laahh.issshk.hahahaa:D

Im going out with wanie tomorrow to bugis.
Hope to see some familiar faces okay cause i am missing everyone!

Farah and Bedah,I am having you girls in my mind nowadays!Study hard for your o levels(:

XOXO.

2009-01-07T20:10:00.007+08:00

Results will be out on 12 january at 2pm!

Suddenly,im terrified.
Gawd,atleast help me get to higher nitec if i have to go to ITE , i dont mind going through a long path -knowing my own capabilities.
If i cn get to poly then i'll be so thankful about that , despite knowing that im badly affected during o level but i still can make it.
Now , thinking of the past , its unfair for me to suffer during o level.When i was being dump,by someone i love most.
Yeah , i cnt concentrate.i have the cheek to cry , letting out tears in silence during my most important papers.
But its over hokaeh?
How my results is going to turn out to be , im mentally prepared for the worst.
I wont hope for too much,i've gave my best shot.

Jia you people!(:

2009-01-04T00:30:00.005+08:00

Oops.miss out on bella's face.

Life's going pretty well these days.
I found this on Hajar's blogpost.Iqah copy , paste okay?

To atiqah: Alhamdulilah ,,
U're happy now syg ...
I worried bout U taw ...
Hey tell me who is dat guy ...
hehe ...

Hajar!Thanks for the post baby.Eventhough its short , but still so sweet!
Yeah i am a happy girl now , real happy!
I'll tell you who im attached to soon okay?
I miss you sayaang.jage diri kamu baik2<3

2009-01-01T22:07:00.006+08:00

i cut this fringe , myself(:

Ouh , am i just so glad that 2008 has ended or what?
Cause 2008 holds all my most horribleterrible moments.
YEAH.
So ,
Shiaaaatttt 2008 , and HELLO 2009!
I am soooo looking forward to this new year.May it holds everlasting happiness for me!:D

Also , i am well prepared for my o level results , which will be released soon.
Mum already said that she is fine with me going to ITE if i couldnt make it to poly, cause i've put in effort and there's nothing left to regret now.These days , i've been thinking of ITE.really.
Love MUM for being so understanding<3

I am having all the best people around me now!
Likelike ..
Mum , Dad and Bro-my family is the greatest gift from God.

Mum-who is always there , providing me with her undying love 24hrs.

Dad-I look exactly like him okay?everyone said that , and i am proud of that fact(:
He understands me well , never wish to make me sad and always joke around to entertain me thou he is tired after work.Make me go hungry abit , and he'll rush to get foodXD

Bro-We dont really have this close relationship , maybe because of our age diff , or maybe because he is always out.But kak ayien makes me understand that he cared alot ,just that he dont know how to express it.So thats about my sweet brother.

Also ,
Azruuul!I loveeeee chaattting with him , always giving me advices and listen to my rants.
Boyfriend!Kak Ayien!Syaf!Azreen!Kumar!Yasser!Nabilah!Bedah!Amirul!Fadilah!Wanie!Leha!Acap!Hajar!
and and moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.(sorry tk insert name everyone:D)
I'll lead a happy lifee:D
happyhappy me!~

2008-12-29T12:54:00.004+08:00

I hope my blog doesn't get too rusty by now.
Lets start off with all the events that took place right after my previous blogspost.

24.12.2008
Azreen msged me on christmas eve , saying that she wanted to catch a movie.
Syaf , Bedah , Leha , Haaziq , Rynn , Qeem and Suzie was there , so we decided to catch just any movie at cathay cineleisure.It was christmas eve , obviously it was packed everywhere.The only choice was to watch yes man, and the movie was tremendously funny.Awesome!!

And did i tell you that i was being proposed in the theatre right before the movie start?
My heart starts to beat again after soo long.Obviously , i've ever had a crush on him , kan ami?hahah.
Luckily , my girlfriends was there , atleast i could share my joy with them.muahahhh!:D
Now , we're officially dating and the date is 26th.
On that day , we get home only at 10 , prolly cause we were enjoying christmas celebration too:D

25.12.2008
That night , i went online after eons of not msn-ing.Maybe cause i start to feel way better.Chatted with syaf , azrul and bf.
After chatting with them , especially syaf , i realize that after all , i was never alone.
Everyone had their own problems too , be it about relationship or what , it still concerns the heart.I love , and i treasure everysingle one of you who've build this little friendship with me.
Syaf , thank you so much yeaah?
For the first time after my previous breakup , i slept with happiness which surrounds me.

27.12.2008/28.12.2008
My cousin got married(:
Okay i was pretty busy for the past 2 days , just glad that everything went on smoothly.
One of the kendarat boy asked for my number.hahahh.heaven.but im attached already laarhXD
I lovee aqilah and little joellaaa<3
Pictures will be uploaded soon okayh?

Im off to meet bf , then campfire!

Happy 7th months Nabb and Yasser:D

2008-12-25T23:26:00.015+08:00

Elfi's 16th Birthdaaay Pictures:D

p/s:mostly gambar shiok sendiriXD

2008-12-21T11:31:00.012+08:00

i love you guys,including those whom i called a friend but your picture is not here(:

XOXO

oops!pictures were taken on the 17th of december(:

2008-12-06T20:52:00.004+08:00

Aaaah hello readers!:D
Im finally home updating this urm , abit rusty blog?
Earlier on , went out with mum and dad to west coast plaza to meet up with abang and kak ayien.
Yeah , its a new shopping centre which replaced ginza plaza.

I cant help but to think that my parents like kak ayien then any other girls my brother pick.Ok part nie aku dah kaypoh-kiakXD
Just , kak ayien if ure reading this , i lovee you muchie much!though we rarely talk in real life , only chaaat like crazy at msn.HEH
BAAAAAAAAAAH.

Yasser called earlier , asking if i wish to tag along to send ahmad to the airport on tuesday morning.
Ahmad is leaving for Australia to continue his studies , if im not wrong , more about islam.
But it is so disheartening that i dont get to send him off , cause i'll be away from singapore too , and that is , by tomorrow.
My best wishes for Ahmaadddd!Miss us yaaah?:D

Yeah im leaving by tomorrow.Its a good thing that mum already pack my bag for me.hahah.
Lazy bum-bum!
I've not been in contact with friends , i just dont wish to interfere in their happy life , dont wish to affect their life with my never-ending sorrow.
After all , i'll be strong on my own.haha.mcm paham.

Pathetically , i have to motivate myself huh?
Baaaah.im leaving you people tomorrow.Miss me(:

I love you guys.

2008-12-02T21:11:00.007+08:00

Pardon my eyes , it swells as soon as i woke up

-Catch winx club the movie with wanie on Thursday.
-And watch Quarantine with some of the express clique yesterday.Both the movie rocks:D
Get to spend only 7 hours with friends , from 2-9pm.While we used to spend 11 hours together in school every day):

I get effing bored during holidays.Something , somewhere ,seems to be missing here.

I'd rather draw a single portrait of myself , and no one else.

2008-11-26T13:10:00.019+08:00

I would like to thank Nabbs for that short quote for me.aku baeeek deeeh(:
From your latessst post , i get it why you are so looking forward to thursday , which is tomorrow.
Orang bercinta lah katerkan.HEH.Enjoy your day with yasser.LOVE<3

I am sleepy , but i will still give you my smile(:

We heaad down to zouk yesterday.

Though we are abit lost and despite the hot weather , it was kinda fun.
There is Qeem ,Rynn , Syaff , Nabb , Ami and Tyra.Wanie couldnt make it cause she is sicck.
Take caree taww babe:D

Most of the time , they are in their own zone(:Organised by SP.

NO one tells me we were supposed to smile with our TEETH on-.-"I wore white , so i look like a glittering ghost:D

My gorgeous lady<3>

2008-11-22T11:13:00.015+08:00

The picture above showed us , in charge of npcc's open house last year,2007.

It was hell lot of fun with bedah , yass , najib , tarm , shikin , fitri , faez and the others who went rounding with us to take pictures with friends.It was crazzy!
Since they dont need any help for this year's one , i hope it will be as crazy as last year's.
Also , im too lazy to go to school today-.-"

I miss npcc.The activities , the camps , the bond.
I bumped into a sec 2 junior the other day.He said that i was one of his favourites.Like YAY!XD
Basically i did nothing but have fun with my crazy antics during np.
I barely teach , i just make fun and make friends , lead them in songs especially during campcrafts-which is like soo boring to me.So im in the same zone with the sec 2s larh:D
I cant teach , i cnt scold , it makes me feel baad.
My juniors , they rock balls:D

Mum has been asking me to go out to have fun cause i've been spending my holidays watching korean/taiwanese drama/movie , and did nothing else besides to eat and sleep.
I've finished watching this Japanese movies-death note/death note 2 , taiwanese drama-corner with love.THUMBS UP for corner with love!So sweet lah the story:D
I'll continue watching more.

Mummm, i'll go out and have fun when i get back my lifee okay?<3

2008-11-21T11:36:00.006+08:00

Im such a loner without friends):

Im so sorry for the late tag replies!

Farah:Thank you so much for being the first one to reach me during my worst moment , for those messages , advice and care.I love you bby , straight from my heart.
Tomorrow will be your 2yrs and 6 months with Uzai(i hope i get the duration right?)
I've been reading your blog , and you're pissed of because of a quarrel?
You know , your relationship last long , Thank God.Dont get too upset cause there is always ups and downs , especially in a long relationship like yours.As long as there is no break-ups , you must already feel blessed.Cheer up ayh swits , hope you guys will get back to normal asap<3

Bedah and Yasser:Haha.thanks , im feeling better now(:

Muhaimin:Thank you(:

Wanie and Syaf:lambat nyer aku reply tag , smpai graduation night da lame over.Excited eh korgXD

Ayien:Kak Ayien!thanks for tagging<3 style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">Fadilah:You look cantik also lah for your prom night!

Nabilah:Haha.you know me very well already.i'll get so happy on the 17th , i mean used to be. IMY and ILY alott bestfriend!

Azreen:Aww , you think of me every now and then?haha.im fine on past 17th.I'll try to heed your advice kaeh?You stay strong too , just ignore that bitch and the bf.hahaa.love you!<3

Haaziq:kan aku da suro yasser bilang kau aritu aku still look gorgeous!hahaaah.tk cayee.XD Im fine, thank youu.aku miss kaauu laa!

Hajar:im fine bby<3

Faez:hahaa.dah due kali dah say hi.HELLO FAEZ!

Munirah:MUNI!!when can i see you again now that madrasah is over):

Im done replying to tagsXD

Did i mention that i went shopping with wanie two days back?
She is my favourite shopping partner,and again , we bought alot of stuffs:D

2008-11-17T19:10:00.003+08:00

I'll post graduation pictures bit by bit in every post allright?

Heard Syaf and Nabilah are having fun at some chalet organised by Bcube , which consists of yasser , nizam , azri and hisyam?i dunnoe who else.hahaah.
Somehow i feel at ease when friends have fun , live your life for me ayh girls?

17th today.
Eversince i was being left alone , i kept asking myself during the silence of the night.
Have i really forgotten about him?
If i have really did , then why is it that when i hear his name , my chest can still feel a sudden sharp pain?
I thought the further i was from him , the faster i could forget about everything.
But then i realized that if im not careful , i could still easily fall back into those memories that i cannot escape from no matter how hard i struggle.
If there is a medicine called "forget" in this world , how great that would be.

You were probably a dream , one which i cant decide whether to forget or to
pursue with everything i have.
If our encounter was a beautiful mistake , then time will heal my wound.
One day when you think about me and still feels happy , for me , it was all worth it.

I've said before , i hate it when night time falls ,neither when the sun shines.
Because i dont really have a mission in life.

2008-11-14T10:33:00.004+08:00

When friends were pee-ing ,

I've officially graduated from Yuan Ching yesterday.
I'll upload more photos soon.

Time and again i feel pathetic.I dread.
It just feels empty.

2008-11-12T18:45:00.007+08:00

I need a bucket to fill my tears but was embarrassed to continue sobbing.I stop, and head home.
Those tears marks the end of my o level , tears of joy or sadness-you decide.

His brother dedicate a blog post for me , and i was like so touched.I dont expect a person who never communicate with me before to actually post for me.
Big brother with big heart , you cant expect more from a brother.
Thank you so much , much appreciated(:

Also , to everyone else who tags , message and post for me , im fine and thank you<333

Yesterday , head to Peninsular and Bugis with friends , the pictures were on my previous posts.
I wasnt in a shopping mood then , just wanted to hang out and talk with them. We had our laughs , and also our oreo mcflurry:D
Today , i went out with wanie again.She needs her shawl and ring.
I shopped like alot , today i was just in a mood to.We round all around vivo , harbourfront and bugis.
And finally , i've had my CHEESECAKE.I craved for that since yesterdayXD

Graduation night tomorrow!Cant wait.

I tried to forget everything by filling my time , but to no avail.

2008-11-11T21:39:00.007+08:00

My rockin' , WANIE.

Classmate , FAEZ.

Favourite , GIRLS.

TYRA and NABILAH

I'll update tomorrow.
I cant think of what to post today.

2008-11-10T21:12:00.005+08:00

Today , i keep on thinking of the same phrase-"Tomorrow will be my last paper".
I used to look forward to tomorrow , cause a promise from you is that you'll wait till after o lvl.
How would i know you didnt mean what you said?
You left me a broken girl today.
After the clock ticks at 9am tomorrow, it spells the end of my o lvl.
Who am i supposed to run to?Who am i supposed to spend my holidays with?
I've never ache this much losing any boy.Instead , i do ditch them.
I wonder why i feel so scared of losing you , and when it just happened , i could only break down.

I hate it when night time falls , cause i cant seem to close my eyes and head to my lala-land.
If this is how love tastes like , i'd rather not be in love anymore.
Everyone said , "move on".but you know i cant , i just cant.
No more 17th for me , no more love from you.

And now what hurts me more is that i received a friendster message from his brother.
I'll only copy some part.

"he say u control hym

sorry i cnt change anything...it his life and he made his own decision...

Do cheer up and move forward and i n0e how u feel"

Dang.
Nabilah , as my closest friend , do you think im controlling him?

If i did , do tell me when?
I dunnoe how to feel , sad or mad?
Boy , i've never controlled your life.I kept my mouth shut when you stay away from me.

Im totally lost.
What must i do tomorrow?
Ouh yah shopping with friends at bugis-.-"
That wasnt what i planned at first.Not with them , but with you.
But now im depending on my girls to keep me moving.

I've loved you , and i always will.
Someday when you've found another one , i'll just wish you happiness.
Cause you used to tell me "i dont like to see u sad , cause i love you".
Well i do.

Books , pictures , messages.I find it so hard to make it a part of memory.
My 1year and 6months.Poof!its gone.
And i'll stop here.

2008-11-09T21:30:00.007+08:00

Just give me the permission , i dont wish to change my status in blogs or friendster.
My heart wont change , even though yours already did for more than 3 months already.
Im fine with being left alone in my own fantasy , cause im not ready to move on and i dont wish to.
Goodbye.

2008-11-07T21:13:00.010+08:00

I'll stop blogging for awhile.

Im shattered,tattered and torn like the old rag.
God , bring me back my joy.

2008-11-07T20:47:00.009+08:00

I've wished her at 12am , now lets do it here allright.
Sorry for the late post.

Happy 16th Faraahhh!Stay cute , stay cheeky and keep on smiling like you always do:D
nur atiqah bte noor rahim loves you X934784773456498290385938458534 alooot!

It hits me straight through the heart.